슈퍼주니어 's ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-01-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

Fark you for making me fall for you , and fark off because you such a pain in my eyes . LOL .

i was just kidding .......

library to revise w jluvz09 today (:

SS3 started like so long already ~ FARK LA . i want to go siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! im seriously very upset about it ): how bad i wished i have the money , and i would fly thereeeee . My beloved sungmin reached sg just now at 1435 , and is now performing at singapore indoor stadium . time srsly pass so fast ~

OKAY ....... daddy bought a Xperia phone for me . which i dont like it !!! i told him to help me check some models for me , CHECK ONLY . and then he texted me saying those are old models so he bought a Xperia . HOWWWWWWW SIAAAAAAA i dont like to use Xperia manz . i prefer old models easier to type and use . LOL . SIAN LA ):

Catheism class tomorrow , then work after that til night .

Anthr ss2 performance tmrw lehhhhhhhhhhhh

2011-01-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

Yayness ^^ its friday again . (Y) skipped training today because didnt brought my pe shirt to schl ;ppp went late with peiyu joanna xiaoyuan . they had to run 10rounds , so accompanied them run 4rounds hehehehe . waited for deardear to come back , OMGGGG i miss him alot !! though i just saw him just now . gekpoh after training with sandra and co. Mac for my dinner ^^ YUMMY MAX (Y) ! joked alot with them , i luv being with them seriously though im kinda extra . Homed alone then :)

how i wish dear could really be serious with me one day when he ask ...............................

2011-01-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

i dont love him anymore . i just couldnt accept the way it is now . because of her .

i dont have the rights to, because i aint anyone to him. and she likes him too hur .

i couldnt let go of the hatred . thats why im being so silly holding on for so long .

i crushed on his bestfriend . but he seems to be so ignorant. why .

probably because im your ex , or maybe its because he still loves his ex whom is my friend.

i dont care the reason why i just wanna be with him ...............

i admired another of his friend too. hes caring though arrogant . but i like it.

he may seems not wanting to talk to me when i wanted to.

but hes always playing around with me on purpose which i dont know why.

i loved his teammate , whom is my ganstead , dear .

but its impossible for me and him .

why does everyone i like , love , admire are all related to him . i dont like it ):

2011-01-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

schl as per normal . but seriously i hate schl alot alot alot )': fuck my life ok .
it would be great if dear's MINE .............................. but no , impossible huh .

had training after schl , sucky though was slacking throughout . but did played for quite long with joanna sandra thy all (: i enjoyed it . thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn suping jio me play w her . until my pain fxcking pain lehhh ): can see my blood clots GROSS . after training seveneleven slack w sandra and co. afterwards jp w falysha nadhirah hazimah . accompanied falysha to get her skirt then home for mee . tired like fuck okz . once i reached home , toh on the floor freaking awesome ok though my bed is better ;p

texted w deardear (((((((((((: i very happy lehhhhhhhhh hes my bestbestbest deardear in the whole world <3333

2011-01-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

hihihihihi ^-^

walieeeeew my boyfriends ;ppppppppp cheyyyy

i went schl today even though i was still not feeling well . my stomach is like a washing machine :/ i just need the toilet anytime anywhere . during maths lesson i rushed t toilet t vomit , ite nothing came out -.- fugz . then i missed out alot of lesson . plus ystd's . so how am i gonna catch up siallllllllll . kind enbei falysha mengkuan & andy teached me some after schl and i managed t understand ^^ thankewwws .

jp just now t return ladyboss key then xcraft repierce my 3rd (: hehe . repiercing helix this sunday . pray hard mummy wont catch me !! becuz i rly want helix lehhhhh ;p nicole promised me that she'll be there this sunday t help me . hahahahhahahahah so fortunate to know her .

okayyyyyyyyyyyyy i've to continue with my maths now .

2011-01-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

Rewatched YHY sketchbook just now (: seriously , sungmin & eunhyuk so attracting only la hor ?!!!!! LOL hehehehehehehehehehhe. i luv them <333333 in the picture above, sungmin was singing then eunhyuk went so close to him . so intimate !!! i want also ;ppppppp LOL . they machiam gays liddat , eunhyuk want go kiss sungmin. kept repeating repeating it t watch ;ppp

walou i dont want school tomorrow lehhhhhhhhhhh . but i have to ): actually i can choose not to . imma goodgirl so i should go :) i want go seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ............................ :P hehehehhehe . plus tmrw after schl i wanna go repierce my 3rd !! asked laogong pei me go (:

NO P.E for me tomorrow (; because imma sickgirl . which means i dont have to change into P.E (((: happieeeeeee . lol .

i've maths and history homework today . for maths , i dont know how do lehhhhh howhow :/ idw teacher scold me tmrw ): history teacher nvr give falysha paper so DONT NEED DO.

2011-01-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

out with jluvz09 today . first , met her at je station , headed t woodlands to collect our blogshop stuffs . then back t je library borrowed books . headed to imm next . had lunch @ mac becuz i miss mac alot . i realised the cheeseburger i ate got alot colestrol lehhh ._. must cut down alr seriously . shopped ard , bought our things . then shuttlebus and train back t jp . walkwalk ard and home at ard 7 . concidence met jiaying again , so we trained to jookoon then back t pioneer . homesweethome (:

idw go schl tmrw lehhhh . mummy can? i really dont feel like going . it sucks manz. i dont like my class ): even though im with my bestfriends i just dont like it . though my crush's in my class . idw idw idw mummy puhleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2011-01-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

do you remember 20th of january , when you confessed to me ... im sure you will not remember this day but to me its an unforgettable day .. that time i liked anthr person and really hated you for being so irritating . i was so annoyed by you .... and my friend has liked you for one year. i wanted to help her to have you, because shes been waiting for you.. i tried ways telling you to talk to her, but you just tell me you dont like her.. and slowly i fell in love with you on the 12th february.. i wanted to tell you, but i didnt have the courage. because im afraid you didnt like me anymore. ite i did. on the 7th of march, its the day i confessed to you and you said you still like me then. i was really happy on that day , and you told me you were happy too. you told me you're not ready , and wait til you're ready. i wasnt expecting anything or to be together then ... on the 9th march, just because of my friend telling you that someone already asked me for stead, so you said you were ready . i was ready then , so i accepted you .. just then , i wasnt really deep in love with you . i thought it was just a crush . slowly , i fell deeper and deeper in love with you .

on our first month , i bought a couple ring and engraved it . i gave one to you .. you gave me a cute little pink teddybear with a love saying " i love you " and a lovejar with sixty two hearts inside and a small note saying " iloveyou" .. i didnt know what does sixty two means , or it doesnt even have a meaning .. to me, its important and its my first and beloved present from you .on our first month you didnt send me home you apologised to me . i felt so angry but still i love you so i forgive you . and because of a girl in your class who is close to you, we had some conflicts. you kept apologising to me saying it wont happen anymore. but still we forgaved each other. i will never forget , that every recess we would meet in the library with my clique. and we would hold our hands tightly and talk . those moments is really so sweet , dont you think so.. on our second month, we didnt give each other anything ... i didnt even asked you if you want anything , but you did ask me if i want go to the movies and you would pay .. i didnt want to , because i dont wanna use your money . i dont want to spend a single cent on our relationship . not that i dont love you , i love you dearly .. for our first month i gave it an exception . you gave me a kiss on my cheek in the lift when you were sending me home . i felt heaven seriously . as time passes by , i realised you change when you knew one of my close friend . and i know i did changed too . when it was the last day of school of the first semester , i was hanging ard with my clique .. you didnt text me after schl and went off with your friends . i didnt mind anything ,when i texted you , you gave me the cold shoulders and i rly wanted to attitude to you .but my friend's boyfriend told me not to . instead he help me typed in the msg " baby i love you " . i was hesitating to press send , but ite i still did .

afterwards , we left schl .. then you sent me a long message saying that i changed and you didnt knew what to do . just then , i broke down immediately .... my friends were all shocked and asked me to chill down . when i was walking to jp with my friend and her boyfriend , her boyfriend ask me if i would cry again . i said i wont becuz im in jp . while we were walking ard in jp , you sent me a message to part . on the spot , i teared . my eyes were red and everyone was looking at me . we decided to go safra park and chill ... when we were there , i called enbei and told her we broke up . and i cried again )))))))))): my friends sent me home to my block just like how you did . i went home , and cried for hours . i couldnt stop . then , my lover appeared and talked to me . she told me that you told her that i didnt cared about us . but actually i did .. so i poured everything out to you , leaving offline messages to you on msn . i asked my church friend to text you telling you to go online and see the messages i left . you text me afterwards , apologising to me . after that day , we had to go schl to collect our report books , so i went with my mum . and i saw you otw there , i was surprised . you were doing something , your friend saw me and you looked up . i looked away because just then i really hated you alot. you texted me after that , saying you wanted to meet me to talk .. but when we were in jp , we walked past each other , you didnt even stopped me to talk . just then i thought we had no more chance . but still we patched back after three days because we knew we still love each other .

just then, we had 11 days more to our third month . you asked me what i want . i told you i want something which you dont have to spend a single cent ... so you cracked your brains just to think . one day before , you told me you would give me a kiss . at that moment, i wasnt ready for it . because i didnt thought of giving my first kiss so soon . so on our third month , we met at my hse staircase and i gave you my first kiss . you told me it was your first kiss too . i was really elated then . during the june holidays , we met numerous times to kiss because we were really into it and love each other so much . then you started coming my house ... our kisses are getting longer and longer . i really love it . when schl reopened , we didnt talked in schl when we saw each other which we dont know why . i was really pissed one day , and you said we have to talk . we met on the fourth floor during recess one day .. you hugged me tightly in your hands , apologised to me for not talking to me ....... and i forgave you . you gave in to me time and time , i felt so guilty .

slowly , our fourth month came . i wished you on 12midnight even though i was really tired but still i waited til 12midnight to wish you . when you woke up for schl , you apologised to me for not wishing me on 12 midnight . i was feeling abit upset , but still i didnt mind anything . in schl , i waited for your cca to end when mine ended earlier . you saw me after your cca , but you didnt approach me .. i didnt wanted to approach you because you was so happy with your friends . then my senior saw and called you to come . you came, and ask me what thing . i was really pissed off by what you said and walked off . then on the 12th of july , i was staying back with my friend to do our hmwk , you couldnt accompany me because you had something on . when we texted , i was really upset . then you said you arent a good boyfriend to me .. you said maybe its better if we break . then two of my guy seniors came , i told them what happen ... they asked if im okay because i kept laughing for no reasons . i laughed to keep my tears . that night , you said we had to talk . so we did . we talked for 3hours plus , and finally you said i had to let go on the 13th ..

After that day , i go to school everyday telling myself im a strong girl and pretended that nothing happened . i fake a smile to show you im okay . one day while you was having a friendly match , i sat there with my teammates to watch because i wanna watch you play . but i broke down )))): i ran to the toilet . and my friend chased after me . i cried and cried and cried . my friends all comforted me .. i was touched . that day after you saw my blog post and texted me to asked if im okay, and i cheered up . i texted you everyday because you said if i wanted to chat , i could . slowly , you began coming my house . and we kissed . and we did alot alot alot things which we should :/ we arent stead anymore , but still we do what stead does . those moments , i didnt regret it . my friend was so unhappy and disappointed with my doings ....

but after what we did , we didnt text anymore . i decided to slowly let go and not text you ........................

we had a veryveryveryveryvery long story , that i dont want to forget ): but i had to . its been 6months since we broke , i still havent let go yet .. during the 3d2n palau ubin camp , i kept looking at you i dont know why . sometimes you looked back , but i couldnt find a reason why i love you . but i realised theres someone better than you i could love .. and i think i crushed on him . whom is your friend ... i tried convincing myself that hes a better guy to love than to make myself suffer so much for you . and cry so much .. but right now typing this long post , i teared alotalotalot .

all i wanted is , to be friends with you . i want to be like how we used to be when we first knew each other .................. these days without you , every night i would pray that you could text me and be friends back with me again . i've been asking god to grant it but ): i was hoping a miracle would happen , and i believed that miracles will happen . im waiting , im really waiting for it to happen . because i know , you would talk to me again . you may not , because you had other girl .............................. and would not care about me anymore . i really want to know what are you thinking in your mind , whenever you looked at me . and i want you to know whats in my mind whenever i look at you .

God, give me this chance. give us this chance to talk and be friends again . Can ?

2011-01-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

Palau Ubin Camp on the 12th to 14th , which is today .
It sucks to the core can ?! the food , the tent & the washroom . seriously CMI .

First day ,
Reached schl as per normal . assembled in parade square , sing national anthem blabla . Our trainers came , and we headed off! On the way there, our trainers introduced themselves , then we cheered blabla. We had trainer Bavi & trainer Mudd ^^ hehe they are kinda fun . took bus to changi ferry terminal , reached , immediately went down to the departure hall to take the ferry . 10person on one , luckily was with my 3 friendds (: 10minutes ride there i think ? reached Palau ubin , waited for the rest to come then headed to take the van to our campsite . was feeling kind of excited . When we reached the camp site , it was okay . we had 45mins to pitch our own tent . was supposed to grouped 8 to one tent . ite our group only 6 , me enbei falysha amelia serene & shimin . So we pitched up a beautiful tent (Y)^^ Clapclap to us ^^ our first activity was orienting . we had to run here and there to find our stations with the clues we had . We kept having difficulties , we found the station @ a very far place which is not rly far. LOL! but i had alotalotalot mosquitoe bites. FUCKUP seriously . Then had lightning alert , went in a shelter and played some games . Trainer Mudd suggesting playing dontknow what game splash & bang ? haha . it was fun though . after theres no lightning alert , went back to our game . alrights, its seriously boring . but , lesson learnt. Teamwork is important ! alright , then 430 assembled back to base . talktalktalk , field cooking for dinner SUCKS (N) -.- 2packets of maggie shared among 7 people . with 4hotdogs , 2eggs , and sardine . Ate only abit ): joshua fed me his grp so called " fried rice" it isnt that nice, but hes so sweeeeet . hehe . after that , had night walk ^^ AWESOME was actually loooking forward to it . then well , it turns out to be sucky . HAHA what a joke manz . didnt saw anything when i was expecting to see something .... HAHA . hold enbei & amelia hands , cuz seriously cant see anything in the dark night . walked in the jungle anyway . otw back , talked to stanley . HAHA kept hitting his stomach . MUSCLE(Y) lol . not kidding. he does work out , thats what he tell me . Stanley v good wor(Y) lend me his jacket cuz idw mosquito bite ): then tell me when im hot just take it off . hehe . went back to base, rushed to bathe . tell us 6ppl share a pail of water ite no have . LUCKY SIAL . after bathed , felt refresh (Y) . debriefed & supper , then sleeping time . 10ppl to one tent , FUCKING SQUEEZY can or not ?! can suffocate lo . slept beside falysha , we listened to songs ^^ i didnt slept leh the first night ): super cold lor . me & falysha 2+ 3+ wakeup very cold buaytahan . haha .

Second day,
RISE & SHINE . woke up @ 530am . cuz dk who put alarm that time -.- so earlyy for what sia . Accompanied falysha go shower , then 7am assembled . had breakfast , nasi lemak . First activity for the day was WATER ^^ I LUV IT . skipped to the water rafting . hmmm the instructors briefed us on how to tie the thingy and the tyre . so we were grouped accoridng to 7 and 8 . im in grp 8 so we tied the raft tgt . when heading down to the sea , EXCITED BODOH . well , went we went on board , i was the first one who fell down into the water . but fun lah i dont mind . then serene sat in between on me & falysha . she lost her balance and fell into the water . and we were supposed to hold eachother. so , she pulled me down the water with her. went back up , and fell again ! ahhhhh seriously . serene , she havent come up jiu hold me so tight and pull me down again ._. so i felt numerous times . Trainer bavi scolded me for falling wtf . it wasnt my fault to fall down so many times anyway . but i enjoy HAHA . i pulled sufia down, she pulled me down tooo . afterwards went up and down back to the water for games . we held each other hands in a circle , put our feets up , and sang twinkle twinkle little star . funny bodohh . afterwards played the dog & bone in water . Then ice and water (Y) . yusof kept aiming me lo . kena freeze so many times . played in the water awhile and up ! went back to base to washup = shower :P

Had lunch then land expedition next . Walkeeed very very very far away ~ find the village head house , malay house . then we had difficulties finding the secret garden . We actually walked the wrong route , no i mean walked toooooo far . so we had to walk back ! decided to skip secret garden to the highest peak. talking abt it , rly can faint sial . walking up was kinda hard alr . Asked trainer mudd still got how long then reach thr . he say REACHING . keep reaching reaching , walao still havent . finally reached up , the scenery also not so nice one . then had to go down . Scaredscared lehhhh . but still reached down safetly (: continue walking back to our camp site , and i almost fainted halfway . when they finally stopped for a rest , i immediately dropped to the ground . CMI ALR . dizziness killing me . then mr leslie came to encourage me . his words make my heart melt ;pp falysha and trainer bavi both carried me to a nearest shelter and waited for the van to come . HEH the van is faster than a ambulance ahhhh (Y) good service ! ^^ haha . thats what bavi told mr suhairi ? oops idk how spell . was sent to the sickbay . the nurse took my oxygen level , was normal . blood pressure next , ok too . followed by my temperature . having a fever , so he put a ice bag on my head . had cramp , he put anthr ice bag on my cramp thr . hehe service good sial (Y) i luv it . fell asleep sooooooon . nurse woke me up for dinner . went to look for falysha thy all . had my dinner , the food are supposed to be nice. but i wanted to vomit when i ate the veggie :/ threw quite alot away . enbei accompanied me to change t camptee , then headed back to sickbay to rest . while she went to practice for her campfire's performance .

hmmmmmm when the campfire is starting , went there to look for my class . sat down with enbei (: was still feeling kind of giddy lah but i wanna watch . first performance was our grpp !! their performance make me laugh out loud (Y) . it goes something liddat , " do you know who we are ? Who? it goes , ' quack quack quack quack quack ~~ ' " , funny die sia . Called joshua to come sit w me cuz i want sit w him lehh ;p watched the whole campfire performance . ended , went back to debrief again plus supper . i didnt eat though i was very hungry . slept in the sickbay , i felt guilty towardds my friends sleeping in the tent ): nicole came too , she was sick . having backbone problem i think . i slept sweeeeetlyy hehe .

Third day,
morning, woken up by the noises outside . went brushteeth then back to sickbay . had lunch thr too . thanks alvin for helping me take ^^ he was having fever too . slept until we were leaving palau ubin . took van to ferry terminal , ferry back . When at the arrival hall , had to put our bags thr for scanning . Bused back , long journey ~ reached back to schl , sat at parade square do our booklets. sat thr sun tanning lo -.- then moved to ish , waited for 3/1 to come back . did cheers leading by the leaders . then realeaseed ^^ canteen for dinner . i ate alot . i would rather eat schl's food every single day than camp's food . well , its over now . i managed to survived through the 3d2n though fell sick . sat down chatchat , and home ^^ bathed , unpack my my bag then SLEEEEEEEP . i luv my dearest bedddd <3

Through the camp , im rly touched by my friends . when i fell sick , they kept asking if i were okay . the trainers too . all the trainers were caring (Y) i regretted going for this camp , but i knew my classmates btr . they were fun to be with , and most of all , they were caring towards me . thanks ^^

im sorry J . i make you worry sick abt me ):

2011-01-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

My darling bobby ^^ <3333333

school today. school tomorrow again . then camp >: why does time past so fast . idwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww lahhhh . GND .

whenever i saw you , or met you , my heart skips a beat . i would pretend that i didnt know you , and everything did not happen . and you would pretend you didnt know me too , and turned ard . we're always doing this, aint we tired? i dont know why i want to do this , but actually i didnt want to . sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )':

suddenly all those nightmares came back again >:

2011-01-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

Yay its the 9th again ^^ i luv luv luv nine .

Church today for registration w lesby . Then headed to jp , walked ard :) Met jluvz09 at ard 12++ . Je Library , t read my ss . Borrowed books , head t IMM next . Comis connection t get our stuffs ~ afterwards back t jp . got our stuffs and home ^^ met jluvz09 again t makan dinner downstairs . Met jiaying concidence ^^ so went jp w her since shes going too . and im going t meet uncle to get my jersey . Accompanied jiaying to get her stuffs and headed home :)

Its the second week of schl tomorrow . I hope it turns out well hur ? i rly hate the timings . recess 1hr ltr . stomach always go kgfdsxcvbnk . i dont loike >: well no choice upper sec ler . And release late too >: my friends frm other schl all release early one. UNFAIR ! lol .

Shall go & prepare for tmrw's stuff . & call enbei chatchat !! ^^

2011-01-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

Monday , its the last day of schl holiday . went over to johor w sanyi . It was such an UNLUCKY day )': ohfuckthatdaymanz. Went t fetch cousin back de ^^ so when we reached thr , went for lunch .. then headed t relatives house . at night went for dinner before heading back to sg . after dinner , our car was robber ): FUCK THAT THEIF LAH HOR . he stoled my whole bag which contains my handphone wallet & housekeys . all my valuebles lo . ohmyfuck T.T I cried ... like .............. the theif broke the glass i was damn shocked when i saw the broken glasses . its rly rly rly an unforgettable day ....

Tuesday was the first day of sec3 ^^ new class , new teachers , new classmates . I felt so weird seriously . Wednesday & thursday was the same , lessons blabla ~

Today , had training after schl ^^ met sandra at bio lab then went to change . Theres cca open house today , the sec 1s came so we had to give out flyers ... we kept shouting " JOIN VOLLEYBALL " . HAHA LOL . slacked all the way throughout until ard 6pm ended . Walked home w lover ^^

Currently using temporaily prepaid number . My money all flyflyfly ~~ becuz of the prepard plus i top up . not enough lo the money T.T daddy coming back today . i hope tmr can go take my new sim carddddddd . and i hope hope hope daddy could buy a new phone for me ;ppp hehe shall not expect much . ):

2011-01-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNGMIN ^^

Saengil Chukha Hamnida !

25years old alr . 老了 >: HAHA

2010-12-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

Sungmin or ryeowook shuai-er ?!

Me: SUNGMIN LA OF COURSE .

Jamie: HEY IS MY RYEOWOOK HOR.

Sometimes i rly find ryeowook so attracting :$ i luv his singing alot though his pitch is high . sungmin's kinda high too but not higher than ryeowook :p but they say both their voice type is the same , tenor .

" The tenor is a type of male singing voice and is the highest male voice within the modal register. "

hehe i guess they're too cute alr . ugly but adorable ~ cheyyy .

Ohyah its 31st dec today , which is the last day of 2010 alr . HAHA people will be going t places t countdown . normally i would go boonlayplace w auntie . but this year i will be staying at home t countdown :> to be attatched w my teevee . hur jamie ?!

Alrights shall end here .

2010-12-30T13:21:00.000+08:00

I lied . i lied to myself . >:

I havent let go yet . tskkkkkk . i teared for you again )':

2010-12-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm what to post . actually got alot thing , but just dont feel like . imma lazypig seriously . HEHE .

Jamie i lubbbb you beary beary beary muchyy ^^ <3 But , its sad .. becuz i luvv sungmin moreeee !!! hehe .

( to someone: you are sucha a ******* seriously . i rly dislike you for saying something ite = NOTHING . )

2010-12-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

Ohmyyyyyyyy kyuhyun & eunhyuk . *faint*

lazy t post . basically its work day today .

2010-12-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone ^^ !!

Yesterday was christmas eve , went to mama hse t eat ^^ hehe . Ard 11+ , godma came & fetch us . Then drive all the way down ~ Eunos station t fetch cousin ryan ! he went t meet his gf HAHA lol . then parkway parade to collect hammy . Then mama house ! Ate lunch cuz skipped breakfast >: Got mama's best dishes . & i swear its the best cooking i ever ate in my 14years of life . i rly love eating her food ^^ then rested . was boring max. Then godma needed charcoal and the sauce for the lamb . So vanessa's boyf drove me keisha ryan vanessa out t buy . Loyangpoint , shop&save first . Cant find the things we want , but bought sweets instead. Shengxiong to find . & bought charcoal . Still we cant find the sauce , so decided to go whitesands .but before that went back t shop&save t buy ryan's chips . So droved t whitesands , fairprice t find . and finally we found our sauce . bought then home ^^ Then was time for dinner . ate lamb & turkey SUPER FUCKING DELICIOUS . then sit ard and talk . Eryi & uncle akhoon came , so we went back w them at ard 10++ . Reached home & MERRYCHRISTMAS . open presents ! hehe this year got lil presents >:

Today, woke up ate lunch . And headed to jp w daddy (: Went talismas and got my bag ^^ daddy paid for me though i kept insisting i want to pay my own )): sian . Then courts for payment . afterwards went singaporepost to pay bills, popular t get my stationaries & microphone ^^ Bused t gekpoh next . To get my schl shoes . Im so sad i cant get my kappa one cuz no size alr ): Home sweet home ~

Going christmas mass ltr on . I mean SOON . 6pm mass (: sanyi coming tonight i think ~ hope got present ah :P

2010-12-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo^^

Me Jamie Vivian

Its the first time we 3 took tgt .

The very first photo w her !

(Vivian photography skills (Y) :P )

imma tired girl today . but i had fun ! Woke up at 630am , prepared then pm to meet laogong ^^ walked t schl , then the security guard so kp -.- i wear slipper you huanlo . i is go sell books also not study . haiyooo. Then started carrying the books out t the canteen . okay , then aunty separated me & bei ): i went t the needlework room to sell NA and NT books . while canteen is Express only . liddat also can lor . And if we sell one dictionary which cost $38 , we could get a commission of $4 . hehe . and i sold 3 , less lor ): but my laogong didnt sold one . haiz . then one of the customer v good ^^ (Y) . gave me tipps ! haha . Then ended work at 1pm . and off we go! Bei walk home herself while GENTLEMEN zhenwei send me to jp . HAHA good him ^^ then talked quite alot though we're just COLLEAGUE .did i spell correctly? hehe lol . then we parted ~

went t meet jluvz09 next! we went t makan lunch at kopitiam . then walk ard , buy our stuffs. check our things. and finish out LIST OF THINGS TO DO . Just then , we saw vivian . we shouted her name frm the 2nd floor , and we talk thr . machiam the place is ours. haha. so came up , then talktalk . then decided t go home . train t jookoon , and back t pioneer. then jluvz09's hse , pei her go up down up down . haha . Then we treated vivian as our guinea pig . :P jamie bought a drink for her , while i treat her guotiangan . hehe . she ah want jian fei jian fei ~ tsk ahh ! ate finish , full like a pig . home , then jluvz09 called me say her keys w me . OMG my dabian want come out alr she ask me go down )): saddieme .

okay , im rly getting bored of blogger. i wanna tumblr but im lazy too . twitter? lazy three . so what shall i do? write a diary of my own ? hehe no way . WAY TOO LAZY .

hao le byebye .

2010-12-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Went queensway shopping centre today w laogong ^^ met her at pioneer station @ ard 1230pm . then train t commonwealth . alighted , then supposed t take bus thr . i dont know which bus stop as there is two ways . LOL . weiquan didnt tell me . so laogong chosed a way that she think shld be . so we went , and its the wrong side one ): haha. CLEVER LAOGONG ! :P cheyy ~ so went the other side , took bus 198 t queensway ! Went t find my fbt first , hehe went alot shops then found one i like . next , went t find make jersey de shop . found one , and its super ex . $25 (promotion) each including the number & words . OMFG . its super ex ok , so decided not t do . so went lunching at mac , cuz my stomach beli hungry ): after lunch , then i decided t go up t 3rd floor . and found one cheaper one ^^ its half of the price ok! $10 only . so BOUGHT IT . i mean ordered it . going t collect next week (: then i found anthr fbt i like alot ): but idw waste that money t buy one more . cuz i dont need so much . but i rly want it badly! hehe. So its time t go back t jp . went t bus stop , and we took 198 . wanting to take all the way back to jp interchange . ite it went t bukit merah interchange -.- and it was my idea taking that side :P hahahaha .so took back , all the way back to jp . which was ard 1hr ride ok! HAHA . Reached jp , went t get our necklace i mean keychain at cool little things . Kappa to see my shoe , but sadly no more my size ! ): hmmm , ntuc t get my darling's carrots , drinks & my sushi . HOME .

2010-12-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

Annyeong^^ here to post cuz my daily stalker wanna read . HAHA . basically , yesterday worked the whole day 10hours which i dont know why when its supposed t be 8hrs only . well nevermind $$$ :P and i reached my target ! and hit $500 above ^^ so i got 2% of commission . yayness! so got my pay for the week again .

Today , woke up at 945 . prepared then train t lakeside , alighted t meet lesby ^^ met her alr , train down to bugis . junction to settle our lunch first . then headed to street to shop ! heheh . we kept going up and down up and down . just to check the prices of the stuffs we want. I bought one wallet for jluvz09 , then lesby bought raglan tee for me & a wallet for herself . We exchanged christmas present (: i did my hair extension , a lil bit only. but i took out alr its uglie. iluma next . i saw my DOREAMON i super love doreamon manz . i bought a keychain which is super duper uber kewt ^^ happyyyme . went comics connection , and i saw SUPERJUNIOR photo frame , and i fucking love it ! but sadly its too ex ): maybe i shld get it one day if i got $$$ .

kk end here bbyes .

2010-12-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hie ^^ imma tired girl today . ohmy . morning woke up at 630am , prepared then headed for work . as usual meet laogong on the bus ^^ reached cps , then immediately started work cuz pple came t buy books le .pple started t come ~ then the queue effing long seriously . so auntie gave the queue number ^^ and when it went t number 40++ . my mind was saying " siao ar so many ppl buy today for what sia " . then slowly slowly , then queue went to number 70++ . and then another time starting from 1 . pro lo . but we managed t finish packing and serving the pple . a guy scolded aunty , his son & husband . wtf sia -.- somemore vulgarities . we rly have no more stock and he scolded us for not having the stock blabla ~ alot aunty uncle all so what lo . i serve alr feel like shooting them back . okay fine . ended work at 1pm . ate laogong bring for me de LMK . hehe . then aunty gave us pay and go off ^^ then went to take 157 to jp . ate at macdonald . i was starving though i just ate a LMK . cuz i skipped my dinner ytd and today's breakfast . afterwards went to shop ! home at ard 4 .

2010-12-16T19:10:00.001+08:00

Hohoho back from malaysia ^^ basically , i went there to feed mosquitos . i've 13 mosquito bites on my legs ! T.T luckily hand dont have hehe . tiredddddd manz didnt got enough sleep thr ):

13th,
Left singapore at around 6pm in the evening . Went thr by car w mummy 三yi kaikai . Reached there at 8.30pm(: settle down our stuffs , had dinner waipo cook for us then teevee and SLEEP . first night thr , cfm me & kaikai will keep play one cannot sleep . so we slept like ard 1am ++ .

14th,

Wanted t sleep til noon , told mummy & 三yi not to wake me up early in the morning was woken up by the noises outside -.- tangyi came everyone outside keep talktalktalk so i woke up at 10++ . 三舅 & lihang came at ard 11+ 12 . hehe so talked t him . since so long nvr meet le . Bathed , then had lunch ^^ afterwards walk out t provision shop w kaikai & lihang t buy sweets & icecream ^^ hehe . Then watch show in lappy w them , then played for the whole afternoon . 4+, 三舅 brought us kids t bukit shopping centre t shop for some stuffs. & we bought super much tibits back :P 二yi & uncle ahkoon came in the evening ^^ Then makan dinner blabla ~ ard 8++ uncle ahkoon brought us kids out t have a drink . then we played taptap hehehe . i keep win them (Y) drank a lil bit of henieken ^^ hehe . hmmm afterwards went speeding ! home , then watch tv and slept at midnight again . me lihang kaikai share two matress HAHA . kelian de lihang kena beat by me in the middle of the night :P & kaikai kicked him . both of us didnt knew too until the next morning .

15th,

Put alarm at 8am . cuz uncle ahkoon promised us t bring us go eat halfboil egg ^^ so woke up at 8++ cuz me & uncle couldnt woke up :P so he drove us out t eat . Then me lihang kaikai help uncle ahkoon wash his car. hehe got ourselves all wet (Y) superb fun! then wash the floor . scrub scrub scrub ~ afternoon , went t bukit cuz waipo want check her eyes . then lihang 三舅二yi & uncle ahkoon all went back home . so the house quiet down alr . but sleep time got alot space ahhh ! (Y)

Today , woke up at 10+ . couldnt sleep late de lor over there . so prepare stuff etc . Car came at 2+ , and headed for singapore ! reached at 5+ ^^ the first one i text was jamie . then replied all the msg . Home , rested then lappy .

ok done .

2010-12-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

Went t collect passport w mummy at lavender (: afterwards went jp , ate lunch then bought stuffs . met jluvz09 , cuz she wanna pass me thing . then home ! alrights , leaving for msia soon at evening . im so tired T.T gotta prepare my clothes and keep my laptop once im done doing my stuffs & transferring thing t my phone . ohmy busy :/

laogong sending me doreamon shows so i can watch otw there (; since i cant use my lappy due my battery !! spoilt ): sadded haha . wont be able to tweet = SIAN . nvm bear for a few days . and i believe i will have fun there (: i hope i can put down everything in sg when im there . theres the place where i can rly let my mind off .

hmm shall not say much . bye (:

2010-12-12T18:45:00.001+08:00

My beloved sungmin ^^ <3 heheheh .

attended mass this morning w daddy . and i just found out my church got such a uncle driving no liscence still dare drive one -.- me and daddy was praying , then he reverse his car knock daddy . ^%$#$&* wtf . his wife apologised to us . but he himself say its not his fault -.- well so unreasonable , haha salute . okay sua . so went gekpoh after mass to look for mummy , ate breakfast then home . Use lappy til now ^^ watched shows all the way ~ LAUGH TIL THE MAX AH when watching shinee hello baby . anyw im attracted to ryeowook out of a sudden :p and kyuhyun! hehe .

going malaysia tmrw evening . going t collect passport w mummy in the morning . lucky my memory card is done . if not no songs = sian = bored to death = jamie cry for me = i guilty = im sorry . so will jamie forgive me ? GAGAGAGGAGAGAG !!! i copied her style ! :P i'll make sure she sees this ! bleahhh hehe .

Ohyeah im bringing my laptop over t msia to spam my shows since i've got nth t thr . (: but no internet , how sad ah !! = no blogger + no twitter + no msn + skype = SIAN .

haha bye .

2010-12-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

webcam-ed with jluvz09 ^^ haha she ahh keep take me . :@ haha!!

yesterday , went centris t swim with sister . managed t sneak in MWHAHAHHA. pro me ! the water was super duper uber cold , plus no sun . ): so went in the water for awhile then home . rested for awhile , then went down to fetch tangyi . she came from malaysia with her god daughter & son . haha he god daughter (Y) . Jp to shop with them , then headed for work @ 530pm . worked w ladyboss haha SHE AH SUPER FUNNY LOR . we wrote abt the reject watches . haha super funny rly . one was the wire came out , ladyboss keep say write " wire doin " . then one she asked me why want reject whr wrong . then i realised it was the minute&seconds hand . haha then she ask me write " look at the hand " . LAUGHDIEME manz . ended work @ 930pm . waited for aunty angela since taking mrt ^^ ite , waited for ladyboss & boss too . haha . went breadtalk cuz aunty angela wanna buy bread then her newspaper at seveneleven . and home!

today i wanted to sleepp to the max . haha but ladyboss called me at 10am asking me t go down t jp pass her key . but the key wasnt w me . then she realised its w her so ask me go back sleep . went back t sleep , lucky i did fell asleep cuz too tired . then slept til noon . woke up , used comp . then went jp w daddy at ard 3 . popular to get my schl books , i tell u the queue SUPER LONG (N) . then percent to get my schl bag ! hehe . contented ^^ then headed home . cuz supposed mama & godma coming over , but nope .

alrights . sayonara !

2010-12-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .

Went t schl to buy my textbooks today (: met enbei at 11am under her block , then walk to schl tgt . reached bookshop , lucky no one . so talked t aunty , then she help me pack my book . 3books dont have so getting it from popular . super heavy lor the books i carry home all by myself ): so decided to cabbed home ^^ send enbei home first then me . Reached home , rested for awhile & meet jluvz09 ! Ate lunch at coffeeshop first then headed to jp (: lazy to elaborate more , so much things happened . Hmmm two guys asked for our number . both of them are cousins HAHA . they gave us sweet too . headed home at ard 7++ .

2010-12-07T18:12:00.000+08:00

Before ,

After,

Swimming today ^^ met sist at jp after her work , macdonalds for our lunch 1st since xinhui havent woke up yet . then xinhui came t fetch us up t centris ^^ got changed , then swim ! swam 2laps , then pei sist tan awhile . dk why she want so tan lo !! So went back t water , joined xinhui & her cousin (: we kept splashing water at each other HAHA cuz that TAN GIRL LAH . bu dong she whr bu shuang !! chey ~ then she suggested playing the guessing action game . i rly dk what action to do lor , haha . swamed for 3hours , no actually was IN WATER . but did swam a little lah . so got up , then know what ? realised xinhui's sister , xinwen is sist's colleague . haha . SUCH A CONCIDENCE lor seriously . then we all shock haha and laughed . hmmm went t bathe , then home .

2010-12-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Went work today at bookshop . morning met laogong as usual . but i let the bus ran away ): hmm reached thr , almost nine ! so quickly went in , then whoahhh quite alot customers le . aunty's son was there to help out too , and also jingwen . ohhh i didnt serve the customers , let laogong do it . becuz im just there to help out . so packed the books , topup blabla etc . mr johnny came ^^ saw him queuing the shock dao . i shout " mr johnny " haha then he smile . so chat w him , his son p5 daughter p4 alr . so i served him ^^ me & laogong 'RAPED' the books , as in open presents :p so we set our target to open every p3 and p4 books !! and we did it :D aunty gave us more pay omg shes rly rly v good (Y) i luv her ! ended @ ard 4pm , went to throw the rubbish w laogong hahaha . simon taught her where , so she taught me . keke . Then bus back , walk t pm . Got our hair cuts ^^ hehe . quite satisfied lahhhh (: but im rly shock when my hair suddenly so short ): kinda xintong lehh . Afterwards went home , bathe then jp to meet mummy . shop ard , got christmas presents and my bedsheet . pepperplus , got 3 tees for myself ^^ hmmm home then . pasarmalam got some food , then DOREAMON showercap . heheheheh . walao didnt know she would but hehe .

hmmm swimming tmrw w sist i think . omg idk wed shld i go work or shop w mummy ? hahaha .

bye .

2010-12-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

imma tired girl today . slept @ 3+ in the morning becuz accomapnied my dearest piggy to chat ^^ ohmygawd i really want to cry when the time drews nearer and nearer . promised him that i will send him a last msg before his flight take off . so woke up at 6am , saw his last msg " im going already ah almost my battery very low already . byebye mah pig talk to you next year ^^ " at 4.57am . i regretted not staying up the whole night t chat w him til he leaves . ohmygawd i really will miss him alot . i promised him that i will takecare of myself when hes there , and also he promised me too ^^ i'll pray for him everyday ^^ hahahah .

continue to sleep til 9++ , woke up prepared then headed for work . jluvz09 came to find me then . Aunty angela treat me bubbletea . then anthr aunty treated me soonkueh & yamkueh . so dont need buy food already . afternoon , jluvz09's mum treated me large fries ! hahaha . fat die me ahhhh . and boss treated me barley drink . HAHHAHA everything today FREE . laogong came at 4pm t get my birthcert then kfc t help me get pay. Then she brought up papers for me to sign . HAHHAA . ended work at 6pm , counted money . then i got $8 more . hahahah walao scare me sia . then boss rmb is battery i forgot to write down !!! he say $5 for the memory . hahaha . Got pay for the week again and imma rich girl . train home , met jluvz09 . had dinner @ coffeeshop . i treat jluvz09 ^^ pasarmalam bought drinks , walkwalk > swing > home at 7+ .

Ohmygawd imma a busy girl this coming 2weeks !
6th - work at bookshop , 7th - swimming w sister , 8th - p6 class gathering , 9th - buy books , 10th 11th 12th work at watchshop , 13th to 16th malaysia , 17th 18th 19th work at watchshop .
means i will only be free on the 20th . omg christmas is drawing nearer . i havent got my presents ! howhow! clothes also! aiyooo die ah .

alrights enough . so wordy lo .

I just love the way you are .

2010-12-04T20:55:00.001+08:00

Annyeong ^^

Basically its working day today , but not whole day yah . Morning had breakfast w mummy at coffeeshop , then rushed t work . and unfortunately i had an stomache means im late for work. Open shop , then gosh sales totally (N) ! Boss came at ard 130pm early today . laogong came at 330pm , then end work . went kfc to return uniform but sadly cant take out pay yet becuz i was too rush this morning so forgotten to bring my birthcert. so going tmrw to collect for me & laogong . tmrw work again !! ohmygawddz . but taking pay for the week again !! hehe . = can buy things ^^ laughh . then send laogong to her bus , then met jluvz09 ! waited for her at station , i sat down thr like a pathetic . haha . She came then went to shop ard ^^ well i think i've decided to get what schl bag alr . going to get someday w mummy i think . or maybe going bugis or what to see see . (: headed back t pioneer , walk ard at pasar malam , bought earpiece & did my screen protecter ^^ HOME afterwards . awhile ltr , went down t pasar malam again w jluvz09 and her parents . then met mummy . hehe bought coconut , my chickenburger , her rotijohn , ^^ YUMMY (Y) i luv the burger , ate ytd and today . hehe .

hmmmmmm thats all . sayonara ~

I cant let go of this memories ..

2010-12-02T17:25:00.001+08:00

If i could let go of the hatred ... ;

Today woke up @ 730am , prepared then went down t meet falysha to pass memory stick t her . Then went station to topup card then walked t busstop . ohmyfuck walked diff way , and wtf so many centipedes near the trafficlight . i jitao shock then act nth happen when ppl look . cannot tahan until the traffic light turn green , so just crossed . EEEW GROSS ! Waited for the tortoise bus for dk how long -.- reached cps , sign in then saw jolene signed in too . hehe . hmmm today wasnt much ppl = slack . But carry books here & thr . stupid art tb cut my hand T.T so chatted w jolene when theres no pple.~ 3pm got our pay then off we go . took 185 alighted at the stop whr enbei always alight then walk t her blk . meet her , pioneermall to eat ^^ macdonalds , though im still having my sorethroat cough & flu . saw sherry & avery (: surprised when they still rmbr me ahh . So took bus 193 home cuz raining .

i sacrificed my precious nap time for JAMIECHONGROUROU ! she demands me to online and pei her instead of taking nap . hahaha actually she didnt demand but i understand lah , in her heart is " i dont care you better online and pei me ! " hehehhehe :P so well tonight i hope i can sleep early but guess not ): bcuz simon say he calling me . SIAN DIE LAH . just cuz this morning when i wake up i didnt text him thats why . tskk!!

lastly , A PICTURE OF JONGHYUN ^^ <3

went jluvz09's hse to pass her my thumbdrive & she put shows + mvs inside for me ^^ hehe . then going t pass her again ltr on then meet kengleong pass him textbooks . (:

kk byes .

2010-12-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

Today slept @ 3++ midnight , woke up @ 230pm .

Wanted to sleep through the whole day but decided not . basically attached to my laptop the whole day . surfed the net , and rewatched SJM go yu le bai fen bai . omfg , super funny i swear ! I laughed my ass off .

Ryeowook Henry Donghae Hangeng Siwon Kyuhyun Zhoumi <3 ^^

Henry's my fave . but ryeowook's kewt max ! hes super blur lor . JLUVZ09 , becareful ahh !! I WILL SNATCH HIM FROM YOU :P fakeee ~ hehe . Kyuhyun's not bad either ^^ i luv his singing ahhh ! 2episodes, and im mad totally .

hmmmmph SOMEONE told me she would stay at home whole day to help me download shinee & snsd hellobaby . haha up til now she havent even download yet :x hehe . i bet she knows who she is !

Going cps bookshop tmrw @ 9pm alone this time . Hmmm , meeting falysha @ 820am first to pass her thing .

I wished i could give up .

2010-11-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday woke up at 730am , was freaking unwell . but no choice since i've already made an appointment w enbei & promised to work for aunty alice . so prepared then called bei when im leaving hse . I was so giddy and blur so boarded the WRONG bus like wtf -.- should take 185 but i took 193 instead. when i saw the bus went to a diff direction i jitao shock . Then i quickly called bei told her but she misunderstood me . she thought i told her i was reaching but she nvr saw the bus . Quickly alighted at pm thr . Walked t the bus stop where enbei's at .

Reached cps , was late . Signed in at the guestbook and saw simon's name ! then i shock lo. walked t the bookshop thr, then started selling books ~ blabla . until around noon , ate friedrice w hotdog ^^ mummy made the hotdogs enbei's mum cooked the friedrice . hehe . VERY NICE (Y) afterwards it rained . wow i luv the rain ^^ so no customers came . Okay know a girl working w us called jolene ^^ hehe shes ahem ahem :x SECRET ! well haha nice to meet her lah (: Slacked lo whole afternoon SHIOK AH ! then ended at 3pm . Aunty gave us our pay then can go alr . walked t busstop took 157 t jp . haha . was raining , kept playing water w simon lo . he splash me i splash back and enbei too :p

Reached jp send enbei t her bus , then meet jluvz09^^ went xcraft got my helix ! omg ! i like ! haiz ... bought earrings then chatted w the girl thr . hmm kept sneezing then the john offered me tissue ! haha kind him ^^ went to eat kfc for dinner . haha was served by sandy , i asked her again whr did we met . she also forgot but we just did met before jiu shi le . Finished , went library help that TROUBLESOME girl find her books . ite she borrowed one only ! tsk ah ! Then helped enbei borrowed cirque du freak 10 & 11 . Prize stages to catch softtoys but cant T.T xcraft again and the person helped me poke my right ear 3rd hole , the one i released . Poke until super long also cant , i beared w the pain lo . then john chu ma , can alr ! went t look for mummy , argh . she saw and nagged abt my helix . well train home afterwards .

Mummy told me to fucking take out my helix or not call my dad -.- fuck lah -'- First day pierce ask me take out . wtf wtf wtf . I HATE HER . so took out no choice T.T pain like fuck ! walao fucking heart break leh althought its just a hole in my bone . LOL . tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !!! sister can i cannot -.- BIASED JIU SHI BIASED . like a dog only -'-

-

Today woke up @ 1noon . prepared then walked t jwss thr de 7-11 meet falysha . reached , falysha havent came so sat down & chatted on phone w laogong . Then went to buy cookies ^^ hehe ate though sorethroat. BTH ah ! Was eating so happily then a bird sat infront of me . one of its leg broken :x the bird so scary lo keep look & me and my cookie . i jitao walked away , then went i was looking ard for falysha , suddenly the bird was behind me ! wtf i ran away lo . so walked back cuz i thought falysha wasnt coming . while i was alr at my blk , falysha called me . i went back again ! met her , bought slurpee then home . help her download songs . ohh her brother was w us too . they left @ 430 . then jluvz09 came to chat w me awhile ^^

Wow so wordy . no pictures to post . SIAN .

I need you .

2010-11-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

i realised i really need you boy ...

Woke up @ 745am . was effing tired + not feeling well ! Flu sorethroat cough . mummy still pulled me to church )): So prepared then cabbed to church . I love today's opening song ! ^^ hehe very meaningful ahh . After mass, bused t jp . Ate @ banquet and headed for work . Sat thr waited for auntie angela cuz didnt bring back the key ystd . Sales was very bad , until afternoon 12++ only sold one pathetic watch :x afterwards customers started to come then heng ar . really can fall asleep sia . Actually supposed t work til 4pm but extended til 6pm . ended work , took my pay for this week then home!

tmrw working @ bookshop . must reach CPS 8plus OMG . simon told me ystd that tmrw only me & enbei selling the books . wa surely busy die us ~ hehehe . CHOU carol keep changing the number of persons . let simon & gengjie come bu shi hao lo ! i want them to come to make me LOL . haha . Ohyah simon randomly called me ystd night , & chatted for 1hr . he keep pyscho me go bukit panjang plaza work at kfc. actually thr better than jp seriously . but im not gonna go work kfc again . & yeah , working at watch shop til next year march . which means schl reopen i still have to work on weekends = $$$ fly in my wallet . haha ^^

alrights , enough of crap .

I love Jamie . Jamie loves me :)

2010-11-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

Im helping the lazy pig to post :P LAZY PIG

Today went to open shop at 11am work till 3pm. Enbei reached at 3pm sharp but Auntie Janet havent come yet so i called her. When she came, i passed her the money then faster go The Blues and get my 3rd hole pierced. Toilet immediately to get changed into my KFC uniform, then rushed to KFC. The manager came, so we told her that we want to quit after 3 days of training. So the manager told us that we can go home already. Then went toilet to change back to my home clothes. Enbei accompanied me walk around to look for my school bag. Went to find mummy next, got my sushi and home! :)

YAY, I'M DONE POSTING FOR THAT PIG. I LOVE THIS PIG VERY VERY VERY MUCH :D
Talking on the phone with her :) Nothing to say anymore . BYEBYE :D

2010-11-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

24th ;

25th ;

yesterday went enbei's house to photocopy our bank book then met lover at pm . her sister was w her too . walked to central to meet yuxuan , and she brought us to her friend's house to collect our 8k ! Super heavy lo! So me & lover each took 3k while enbei took 2k . Bused t pioneer station , trained to bukitbatok . Lover was having gastric so i suggested eating lunch first (: After lunch , headed to 400+ there to distribute . throw alot lor , letter box also spam quite alot . After 5blks , lover went to her boyfriend's house . while me & enbei continue distributing .. Finished , called lover then went back first w bei . Bused straight back to jp then train back to my hse ^^ Took a bathe , rested , prepared & headed to kfc for work . super fucking tired i swear , i stand for like almost 5hours never sit -.- while bei got to rest ! then closing , washed the trays for the whipped & coleslaw . unlike bei need wash so much thing :P i helped her ite i got to help esther to do the softdrinks thingy . haha so she waited for me , then bus home ! reached home @ almost 12mn .

As for today , i dont know whether im working or not . texted ladyboss ytd bus she didnt reply me til now -.- wonder still need go work not lo . wtf . supposed t meet jluvz09 but she cant . so cancelled ! what shld i do then ? wtf lifeless lah .

2010-11-24T18:38:00.001+08:00

Annyeong^^

today slept at 5am & woke up at 11am which was 6hours of sleep only ! T.T im effing tired seriously . deardear called me to chat for 3hrs 50mins 39secs lo ! pro lah . first time i chat w him for so long lor . Prepared then waited for laogong's call . Met her @ coffeeshop then makan lunch ! hehe . I eat super slow lor , then 1230 meet lover ^^ Trained t je then bukit batok . lover keep want buy bbt but we cant find , so instead we went seven eleven and bought slurpeeeeeee .

Afterwards walk t dk what blk ah , wanted to distribute flyers thr but WE WALK ONE BIG ROUND cannot find the lift -.- ite decided to distribute at blk 642 . fiinished that blk , we put in the letter box . pro us , go put alot inside one . heh mr ong know cfm die one .. Then mr ong told lover to distribute at blk 330 . we dk how go -.- we bused thr . hmm started distributing at blk 329 , followed by 330 331 , 333 , 334 , 335 , 336 . We couldnt find 322 so we skipped . we skipped one levels everytime , hehe . some units rear dogs , wtf sia . bark then scare the hell wits out of me lah -.- i jitao scream or run away lo . the last blk , is like one dog bark , the other units de also . machiam whole blk de dogs barking liddat . BTW , the pple living at bukit batok all so guailan one lor . 1k flyers 3ppl share , 8blks . TML DIE LIAO . taking another 8k more! the leftovers we bring home mwhahahahah . Supposed t bus back t bukit batok ite we alighted at bukit gombak . Then westmall , walk around . Hmmm and did my cute little letter V ! lover say i childish ): kk then macdonalds , ate fries .

Finally trained back to jp , bused back w laogong (: supposed t meet benjamin after work , but never .cuz he didnt text me which idk why ..

tmrw meeting lover & laogong to go get flyers , then straight go bukitbatok distribute .. then 6 to 11 working at kfc . sure gonna be fucking tired tmrw really -.-

-

Peektures soon when lover update her blog .

2010-11-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

Jluvz09 came over to my house , then headed to jp (: kopitiam to get our desserts then walk around .. The blues next to pierce my 3rd hole followed my jluvz09's 2nd hole . Hehe pain ahh this time dk why !! maybe diff pple pierce diff bah .. Then xcraft to get pill studs , toilet to put . Afterwards went to find auntie angela tell her something hahahah funny lah jluvz09 . she say i bluff her )): talktalk for awhile ..

Met enbei @ 3pm , haha promised jluvz09 to send her to mrt but ite never . im so sorry really ! idk enbei so early come . paisehhhh ): afterwards headed to kfc , get our uniforms & toilet to get changed . hahha omg super weird lahh at first !! we keep look in the mirrow keep say " omg the shirt so big ah ! " Done changing , went back . Then a guy call zengyong briefed us about where are the things kept blabla . let us read the history everything thingyy. hmmm , menu stuffs etcetc . MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL , the 4 moments of truth . Rested awhile and assigned us to a partner . my partner was esther ^^ hehe found out shes my schoolmate's sister ! SUCH A CONCIDENCE EH ! she taught me abt the cashier how to take orders everything . So i helped her pack the foods , take orders && give change t customers. can say quite fun lahh ! but must really becareful lorr . Anyw the workers there all beli friendly (Y) Ended @ 7pm , got one free meal ! So tried the black paper chicken ohmygawd SPICY ! haha . Hmmph going t work on this thurs night again .

Tmrw going flyer distribution w lover (:

2010-11-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Was talking on phone w falysha then enbei go snap !

Enbei covered her bbt w books incase kena caught.

Today met up w enbei @ pioneer mrt. Train to chinese garden , then walk to je thr . Got my Venus & Jupiter old de pe shirt ^^ Afterwards train to je , library then . 3pm trained back to jp , & went for our KFC interview !! hehe passed . tmrw going down to collect uniform . hehe yay ^^ which means i've got 3jobs currently . ohmygawdz . Need to wear black shoes so went to walk ard and find . but nope jp dont have . bused to 9heads thr , and found ! alot but is either not nice or ex . Ite found one , well so bought it though the price aint any cheap . No choice , i just hope i would continue working til 6months in kfc. Theres orientation & trainings (: so i do hope everything is that hard or tiring .

Meeting jluvz09 @ 1pm , to pierce my 3rd hole & her 2nd hole ((: then meet enbei @ 3pm to go kfc collect our uniform and orientation i think ..

Alrights annyeong (:

2010-11-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hohoho hiez ^^ worked @ watch shop on friday yesterday & today . tiring i swear ! but bobian for the sake of $$$ lol . not money face just that im in need of the money to get my school stuffs .

Friday , went to take passport photo w mummy at gekpoh then headed for work . 4hours i luv my sales though never hit target . yesterday worked 8.5hours only didnt work til 10hrs fully cuz seriously can fall asleep . today attended 9am mass ,i almost fell asleep in the mass . & i swear its fucking cold inside -.- buaytahan lor . After mass , headed to jp . ate breakfast cum lunch @ E.A.T then work ! today work til 630 , then meet sanyi . Go makan at kopitiam ^^ uncle was expecting i will treat them cuz i got my pay for this week . haha . Ite is they treat me :p ate alot !! afterwards went to walk ard to dijest our food. Arcade next ^^ Spam bball w cuzzie , he keep dont let me play lor jiu play alone . Then he go spam his initialD , i played once jiu dw play liao .Walk ard , then home @ 9++ .

Meeting enbei tmrw to go je get my schl pe shirt then back to jp by 4 for our interview at kfc (; hope it goes well & they accept us . i really want the experience & $$ . hehe .

Yayness im getting my 3rd ear hole pierced on either tues or wed probably w jluvz09 . she also piercing her 2nd right ear hole . helix im waiting for loverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~ ((:

Okay thats all . im really tired gotta go & rest . bbye .

2010-11-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

Hiez. today met laogong , went to look for job . so we applied job at kfc ((: the manager can say quite kind . hehe. Sat down & fill up the application form w laogong ((; hahahah she super funny lah . her father's occupation she go write housewife ;p cuz she wrote wrongly !!! hahaha laughdieme sia , if i never tell her she also dontknow. Afterwards headed to ljs to have lunch (: walk ard afterwards , the blues to get alcohol & earstuds . xcraft , bought earring w laogong ! chatted w the lady , argh she keep want to physco me pierce helix lo . haha next time waiting for lover to pierce tgt ^^ frontier next since nth to do , then i kept yawning non-stop , laogong also so decided to go home . walk t ard schl thr de bus stop , took 193 home .

Currenlty talking to jluvz09 on the phone ((: hehe shes sick )): get well soon lah !! drink plenty of water ok! hehe im waiting for you to go kbox hor !!

kk bbyes (:

Let me treat this as a dream okay ?

2010-11-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

I luv my friends <3 hehe .

they never fail to make me smile whenever im feeling down . they will always be the one being by my side leading me the correct way to go . I've decided to not go into a r/s for now , until i've fully erased all my past relationships. i just realised & told benjamin'hubby that i havent even forget my previous ex whom i used to crush on since primary1. Its been so long already , yet i still havent forget, unbelievable yeah? i dont wanna hurt any other innocent people ): im not fit to be with anyone now , cuz im just a ______ ( fill in yourself ) . I dont wanna make this mistake over again and again . im already trying to make it up , but yet ): i regretted much .

Today woke up @ 11am , prepared & head to lover's house ^^ Went to buy tibits @ giant ^^ then went macdonalds makan. hahaha i almost cannot finish my lunch becuz of LOVER !! haha . then back to lover's house watch horrow movie !! hahahah , tell you super scary lor ! I still watch so close somemore . Cuz i bravebrave (Y) hehe !! Overall quite nice lah the movie . then her sister came in, chatchat & i know lover's little secrets :P haha lol. around 4, went jp to get lover's tongue studs . toilet to put then train to pioneer (: pei her go wait for her family then meet jluvz09 for lunch ! home afterwards .

kk bbye.

{edit}

Lover's photography skills cmi ah !! hahha cuz she never take me )): haha lol !

anyw i luv her beli beli much <3

2010-11-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

Its like 2+ am now , and im still awake plus i dont felt like sleeping . But i gotta wake up @ 11 tmrw and meeting lover at 12 for lunch !! Confirm i keep yawn one lor :P currently facebook-ing with nadhirah & her friend, Redarus ^^ Hehe i luv nad alot for listening to me <3 i luv midnight chats w her <3 well the both of them are make me laugh my ass off seriously .

haiz im feeling so confused now really ): boy , i tried loving you . tried giving you my best . but i dont think i can make it . I dont wanna repeat my mistake again and again. & i dont suits to be with you seriously , i aint the girl . i know you know how i feels right now , but i guess i shouldnt be in another r/s for now , after this hurtful r/s i had. becuz i know i wont treat it so seriously anymore. I shouldnt hurt anyone like how my past r/s had hurt me . i hope you understand this (: thanks for telling me that you will be there for me , & heal my wounds . i appreciated everything you told me .

2010-11-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

If one day you notice that we haven't talked in a while,

it's not because I don't care anymore, it's because you pushed me away.

" You don't need to pretend you're strong. Sometimes, crying will help you smile in the end. "

When i told jluvz09 i wanted t cry this afternoon, cuz i was really feeling so awful . she told me this , i cried & i felt tons better ((: hehe thanks!

2010-11-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo ^^

ECP trip today w clique !! Met @ 10am , headed to arcade for neoprints ((: took twice haha so got more .

since its first time our whole clique took tgt . After neos , went xcraft and ask the lady to help me take out earring ;p cuz buaytahan alr !! Bought alcohol too. Minitoons next to get shades , since its on promotion . afterwards off we go ! Trained to bedok , then bus 197 & walk to ecp . Went to rent bike ^^ 1hr free 2hrs leyy! $6 only lo. Ride to macdonalds , bought lunch and eat first . Then off we go riding ~~ hahah tell you , enbei dk how ride lo atfirst! she super slow lahhhh ! haha , she always behind us one NEVER FAIL . so gotta stop & wait for her . Return bike @ ard 5 , went to play at the sand. haha my slipper almost got wash off the sea lo ! decided to go home , bcuz falysha must reach home by 6 ): So we left ecp , cabbed home! All kup money tgt , i paid $12 bei $13 nad $2 falysha $2 . haha which means all my money flyflyfly like a bird ~ LOL. alighted at jp taxi stand , then nad was super thirsty like she fasting liddat!! i left $2 so we bought a big gulp & 4 of us share !! We walk back home , nad went her way , send falysha til blss thr , me and bei walk til busstop and pei-ed my wait for my bus & reached home ard 7++ before home, went jluvz09 to pass her stuffs ((:

Exchanged skirt w falysha alr ^^ but nad havent ! cuz her skirt so dirty !! hahaha . ltr mummy scold so cant )):

Lastly , Happy birthday to my thailand buddy , KHAIMUK ^^ we're supposed to go thailand this holiday but sadly no which i dontknow why )): I really miss you mim kwan & the boys alot !! Hope we can go thai soon , hope the school oraganises this faster.

byebye ((:

2010-11-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Went for work @ 1015 with mummy today . she open her clothes shop i open my watch shop (: lieuwei walked past my shop , so talktalk for awhile . Lover came & find me and chatted ! ^^ Shes going tongue piercing , im so tempted! hahaz . Im so fxking tired today seriously , my eyes were really closing . until boss came , then i cant slack le . Knocked off @ 1930 . went to dabao dinner shared w mummy . then dabao for boss also . Got my pay and home ! Wanted to meet baby , but im really too tired today im sorry ): maybe tmrw!

Sleeping early && waking up @ 9 tmrw and meeting my dearest girls at 10am !

Yayness know our class for next year already , 2e6 is splitting ~~ haiz!! why must they have this such thing as splitting class . straight 4years same class jiu okay liao what! )): going 3e5 with laogong && falysha but sadly nad went 3e8 cuz she took pure sciences . awww how sad !! hmmm i know yanying's in the same class as me ((: hehe quite alot i know de which is good (Y)

k la k la dont luo suo ler . tata ^^

2010-11-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hellohi ^^ I'm here to help this lazy pig post! I bet she's already in her lalaland dreaming of me :x

Overslept this morning! Was supposed to wake up at 5.45 but i woke up at 6, my stupid alarm didnt ring :@ Prepared, left house at 6.20, bus & meet laogong. Reached, CPS, alot people there le, waited for the security guard to come & open the gate. Headed in to bookshop then carry the books to canteen, and each of us find a partner & sat down at each counter. So me & laogong together ^^ Slowly one by one customers came, then after Pri 1 orientation ended, parents all came we were busy like FUCK. Kk, everything ended at 12pm then got our pay. Afterwards Geng jie & Simon go spray the fire extinguisher lor. We all jitao walk away. Walker to bus stop with the both guys and laogong, walk past boy's home, Simon go throw a bottle in lor! Siao sehh... Then bus to JP, separated with laogong and meet jluvz09, makan lunch blablabla & swing then home! Met jluvz09 again @ 4.15pm, headed to JP, makan early dinner & work! Sell clothes! ^^ hehe.

I'm missing baby now ))): 16 days never meet you lerr. Sad die me er yi. Shall go your house one day! Keke.

Yayness! CP trip w L.I.V.E on the 15th <3 Okay, i must remember to bring 2 school skirts to exchange with L & I.

2010-11-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

Slept at 5+ in the morning and woke up at 3+ in the noon . haha put alarm @ 3pm but it didnt ring ._. because i set wrongly ! i forgot my time was 24hr and i went to set it as 12hr how stupid i was ! Woke up , use com and prepared to meet jluvz09 at 430. Headed to jp , look for her mum & kfc for lunch cum dinner ((: haha skipped my breakfast today = save $$$ lolz . supposed to work at watch shop but didnt , cuz sales arent that good so dont need much helper . instead helped out at clothes shop. And my sandals broke)): so bought a pair of slippers from rubi. frontier next cuz jluvz09 wanna collect her book & borrowed book. Afterwards theres still alot time left , so we went outside to play . haha we wanted to climb up & seat at the dk what thing , we thought we couldnt . decided to try , we keep say we cant ite jluvz09 went up by the holes! hahaha , i was like trying but cant. So i climbed up another way , but i went down by the hole. hahaha im really so stupid lah . Headed back to shop then waited for awhile. chat w jluvz09 i really luv her alot ((: Anyw boss also v cute !! hehe. Watch jluvz09's mum close shop then headed home at ard 9++ . which means i didnt get to watch my show . Hmmmm shall go off now . its late & i onlined becauze of SOMEONE's sake !! im really tired , gotta sleep early and wake up real early tmrw .

2010-11-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

Me & Nadhirah's Facebook conversation ;]

my melayu (Y) ;p

Her Chinese seriously BAEK i tell you . hahaha falysha also!

Using lappy from 10++ til now , was chatting w nadhirah on fb all the way . haha . its so fun learning malay and chinese tgt ^^ shes like so pro lor , i ask her thing confirm she can reply. unlike me )): my malay still needs improvement !! hahaha . I really want learn BAHASA MELAYU !!! Cuz i wanna marry to a malay in future :pppp idk why , just have the thought of . just hope i dont change my mind then which i think i will ?

kk bye .

2010-11-11T20:16:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 10am to wait for laogong's call . Then when he called me , quickly prepared & rush off to work . Met him @ bus like ytd . Today's bus plate no. was 8000z . So reached and quickly went to look for aunty at the same place we work ytd. So started by packing all the books in 1 set , malay & chinese . then realised theres no tamil books! Laogong go ask aunty why no tamil de , aunty replied " ze mo leh , ni zi huan yin du ren ah ? " then everyone jitao laugh lor. Packed until ard 12+ , everyone was hungry. so went to canteen but the stalls are closed except for drinks & tibits. so instead we called KFC delivery ((: Went back to pack while waiting for them to deliver here. Went to collect our KFC at general office , then eat . hehe ordered ultimate value box ! After eating , went back to pack again & ended work @ 330.

Took bus 185 , alighted at gekpoh . Walk ard , then walked to bby's there de garden slack awhile . Was drizzling so took bus home . instead of going to baby && lover de hse . Working at bookshop on saturday @ 7am !! GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY T.T selling the books already , hope it runs well because uknow iknow sheknow heknow theyknows ;pppppp the books were ......... hehe .

100310 ; 081110'0103 ; 111110'0055

wo ai ni . i know you know i still love him and you know i know you still love her ... thanks for believing me , <3

2010-11-10T16:59:00.000+08:00

The food .

Super kewt lor this textbook unlike ours.

The books we packed !

Woke up @ 730 this morning , prepared and left house ard 815 . Took bus 185 , met laogong on bus ^^ Alighted outside CPS , called aunty then walk to the front gate . When reaching suddenly had bad stomache T.T went to look for aunty then quickly went to toilet. haha their toilet clean lo not like ours -.- Ard 9 , started work! Carry stuffs from the bookshop to the class, then pack pack pack ~ seriously can say v tired eh! haha worked w laogong, a girl & 2 boys . the 2boys v funny loh. Injured my hand )':

11++ went to have lunch at the canteen(: Wasnt much choice of food , so decided to eat malay food. Quite ex leh though primaryschl . So ended work early @ 1 . Got our pay afterwards . Bus 185 back to laogong's house ^^ Played com ! AUDITION :D mwhahahhaha ~ my skills drop ): laogong helped me earn dens. heh. Left her house at 3++ , met jluvz09 at coffeeshop went to buy waffles & home !

ily imy iwy iny baby !!

There is always a reason to smile (:

2010-11-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

Today intended to stay at home and rot . But ite met up with jluvz09 . Trained to je, walk to jrl to return books, and then walk to imm . Macdonalds to eat a lil , then went to shop ard . Took shuttle bus back to je, and trained to jp . went to look for aunty angela , hehe told her i want her doreamon nail clipper :p and she gave me although its abit old but i like ^^ lolz. She even asked me to write down a list of doreamon things i want & promised to help me find when she go overseas. Awwww shes so good really (: Then went xcraft to get jluvz09's earring then i pierced 2nd ear hole on right . The person keep ask me pierce helix , but i scared pain )): i didnt say i want she keep pull me to pierce lorrr !! Lucky she didnt. Then headed home .

2010-11-08T21:21:00.001+08:00

Hiez. Was supposed to work at bookshop today , ite aunty called & said it was cancelled. me and boyf was like super disappointed -.- we woke up so early just to wait for her call lo! So decided to meet boyf at pm then headed to schl . cant go in , because wearing slippers ): walked to falysha's house , then waited for her & nad . While waiting boyf send me hp games, omg cool :) hehe . Then saw them walking towards, quickly went to hide & give them surprise (; Whoah super miss them lo! so chatted for awhile . then falysha went home , while the rest of us went to jp. and i treated both of them mac ! ^^ we wrote down on a paper what we wanna order then pass the aunty saying i have sorethroat. ite what ?! she ask me thing i answer back -.- wth sia. hehe im so good to my friend ~ LOL . Saw rachel at mac working ! haha she so cute lor wear uniform ! Afterwards they went home , went to meet jluvz09 then mummy's shop. awhile, went home then 5plus went back to take over aunty janet's shop for awhile then uncle came. Home @ 7+ .

yippeee tmrw rest day while jluvz09 gotta go schl for dance :p should i go hubby's house ?? hahaz . hmmmphh.

We're together now , but i dont and cant feel that we're ): Morever you're so close with other girls ... haiz.

Its my mistake for not letting go earlier .

2010-11-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO just came back from work . This morning attended 9am mass w daddy & sister . mummy was helping out in the church canteen kitchen so didnt went with us . After mass, bused to jp . Packed subway for breakfast w sister ((: then headed for work ! While daddy & sister went back first . Today's sales was soso not really better than ytd ): got pay ! mwhahaha im rich :P cheyy fake. So knock off at 7 , because wanna rest . tmrw working bookshop w boyfriend , but time not confirm . sianz!

bbye not in the mood now .):

I’m such a fool I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go .

2010-11-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

Annyeonghasehyo ~ ^^ hahaz . Today worked 10hours again (: JLUVZ09 bought bubbletea for me thanks! THEN I KNOW WHY SHE SO GOOD HELP ME BUY!!! because want me help her fix two of her watches . super good siol she , still feed me drink wor . HAHAS got motive one lor this person. Ladyboss came to join me in the afternoon . Sales were okok ~ but left afew dollars to get commission!! haha wasted seyy . nvm its okay , learning experiences ^^ keke . Daddy chose one watch he likes, so bought for him! Tomorrow attending morning mass with family then shall head for work . awww another 10hours !! T.T goodluck to me . Daddy came to fetch me at pioneer mrt , then bought dinner for me (: thankewws!

why when i love you , you dont love me . when you love me, i dont love you . when will i love you, and you love me back. you love me, and i love you back. why >: was it a mistake for not making that decision that time . i still swear that i will never ever be with you , because we aint compatible. now, why was i regretting. maybe because you were by my side , giving me courage to let go . telling me what to do when im so down . haiz that was so ..

bbyes ^^

Dont make me fall in love with you , please ..

2010-11-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

Mixed feelings :/

Just finished watching yu le bai fen bai ^^ shinee's on the show ~ LOL .

This morning had breakfast w mummy at coffeeshop then headed for work (: mummy pei-ed me for awhile! hehe. Today worked 5hours alone . sales not that good ): 4 ended work , then helped aunty angela look after hers for a lil while . afterwards headed home ! tmrw working again probably 10hours T.T awww , my legs are so gonna sore ! haha .

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?

2010-11-04T19:49:00.001+08:00

Hi ! dreamt of something interesting today , but you're inside , YOU spoilt the whole dream! -.- & falysha called me and i woke up in the middle awwwww ): hahaha! Lemme me dream of it again , can ? LOL . Currently solving something with jluvz09 ! awww its already afew days since we tried it , let us pass lahhhhh ): Hmmmm shall sleep early tonight to wake up early tmrw ((: JLUVZ09 i tell you, you better not make me sleep late hor! hehehe :P

Yeay , outing to ECP w clique on 15thNovember ((: hope it turns out well huh ..

2010-11-04T00:47:00.001+08:00

031110; Boyfriend<3

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo . currently surfing net like sian only -.- Actually i think , i should just throw away my phone . because it has so use .. LOL! these few days just using comp til midnight , sleeping late because just dont felt like sleeping . Awww 4more days to send ! ^^ hehe , should i be excited or .... HAHA well why should i care more about it since i've already let go . (: siansian benjamine not online , good lor he ! pangseh me go friend's house play ps3 somemore ! hahaha . Yay boyfriend still online ! First time see her still online at this time wor ! Hehe shall pei her ^^ go watch aishiteruzebaby!

Goshhh gotta wait til 230am til my show start )): awwww hahas ! kk BUAI ^^

Is it harder to hold on, or let go ?

2010-11-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

Slept at 3+ 4 midnight , work up at 10+ because supposed to go jp w jluvz09 . ite never , hahas . Met boyfriend @ PioneerMall @ 1230 ! On the way there , met uncle kar w his wife . haha he called my name so loud :x Had lunch at macdonalds . Claimed our small fries , ite cant finish boyfriend push all to me ): bad lor she ! Im so gonna take revenge on her next time ! hmm walked back home, and the stupid whether is killing us !! @#^&*()(*&^%$# LOL hehe . Was wondering BLACK is a good absorber of heat , then why are our hair colour black ?! LOL haha dye white then ! :P Reached home , rested & used lappy . boyfriend bought her memory card here to try audtionsea && maplestory but unfortunately cant )': awww sadded sia ! I wanna play badly ! this laptop sucks seriously . then surf net , watched our aishiteruze baby ((: and find job online! keke .

Around 5+ boyfriend went home , while i go meet jluvz09 ^^ headed to jp , went to our mummy's working place to pass something then went to the blues! Pierced 2nd hold on left ear (: let jluvz09 pierce first because i scared scared ! LOL ! Something happened at newyorknewyork , was drinking bubbletea then immediately i felt so uneasy so threw away the whole bubbletea . tskkkkkkkk ! why am i so timid . Walked around , then home @ 7+ .

Sayonara peeps ^^

I tend to smile a lot, but that doesn’t mean I’m always happy.

2010-11-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

Sian max ! waited for sister to come home, to play her iphone :P was fucking bored really . so she asked me to use com , so here i am using . chatting w benjamin on msn . keke , added doraemon song ! SATISFIED ^^ hmmmphhhhhhh , shall do a quiz . took it from vivian's blog ^^ dont think she will mind . hahaha ~ wa sian die lah , previous blog got almost 300 posts .. which was almost the whole year . haiz , i've got no choice to blog here ): hopefully i can let go faster .. GAMBATEH ^^

1. Do you always answer you phone?

★ Nope :x because i cant feel the vibration !

2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message , who is it?

★ Someone who is wide awake probably.

3. If you could change your eye colour what would it be?

★ brown(:

4. Do you like Dr Pepper?

★ what the fuck is this -.-

5. Do you own a digital camera?

★ Nahhh dont know where the hell mine went to alr .

6. Have you ever had a pet fish?

★ ofcourse.

7. Favourite Christmas song

★ jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way ~

8. What is on your wishlist for your birthday?

★ DORAEMON or maybe someone :P

9. Can you do push ups?

★ Yepp.

10. Can you do a chin up?

★ Nahhh

11. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?

★ i have no idea totally.

12.Do you have any saved texts? who are they from and what they say?

★ SUPER much !! heh heh , its private ok (:

13. Have you ever been on the Singapore Flyer?

★ Nope . anyone wanna treat me go ?

14. Do you have an accent?

★ Ya, china accent :p cheyy .

15. What is the last song to make you cry?

★ Hmm .. " i'll back off so you can live better " by g.na

16.Plans tonight?

★ NOTHING ON MY MIND .

17. have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

★ huh ??

18. Name three things you bought yesterday.

★ i dont remember .

19.Current worry?

★ Next year's class T.T

20 . Currently hate now?

★ Myself & HIM .( that bastard ) oops :x

21.Met someone who changed your life?

★ YA definitely )':

22. How did you celebrate in the New Year?

★ I celebrated in at home , on my bed somemore !

23. Name three people who might complete this.

★ Anyone(:

24. Would you go back in time if you were given a chance?

★ LIKE DUHH LAH ! of course i want .

25. Do you have any tatoo/piercing?

★ Yep ear .

26. Will you be in an relationship 4 months from now?

★ NOPE , currently attached to my BOYFRIEND <3 and will always be .

27. Does anyone love you?

★ Yep , my dearestboyfriend !

28. Would you be a pirate?

★ Nahh. who would -.-

29. What songs do you sing in the shower?

★ ANG ANG ANG tottemo daisuki DUO LA A MENG NU ~

30. Ever had someone sing to you?

★ i dont remember .

31.When did you last cry?

★ Last night )':

32.What is in your pocket?

★ Nothing.

33.Do you like to cuddle?

★ YUPP (:

34. Have you held hands with anyone today?

★ Nope.

35.Who was the last person you took a picture of?

★ Hmm , enbei & nad .

36. How many TVs do you have in your house?

★ 4 ^^

37.Are most of your friends in your life new or old?

★ Mixed. :)

38.Do you like plupy orange juice?

★ soso ~

39. what is something your friends make fun of you for?

★ ahemmmmmm , falysha knows the best !

40. do you like to play Scrabble?

★ Depends.

41. What are you saving up your money up for right now?

★ Maybe for a new phone or just going out to buy stuffs (:

42. When was the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?

★ Never eat before.

43. What song do you want to play for your funeral?

★ what the hell . who would thought of this .

44. What were you doing 12AM last night?

★ MSN-ing :D

45. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

★ telling myself " its a new day , it will be better. (: "

Well im off . (:

I want to talk to you so badly, but then i feel like I´m annoying you..

2010-11-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

ANG ANG ANG tottemo daisuki DUO LA A MENG NU ~

Hoho . today slept at 4+ and woken up by nadhirah's phone call . intended to sleep til late noon leh! so woke up at 12+ ): went down to meet jluvz09 for lunch , then home . after awhile decided to go jp to pass me & mummy's ladyboss(es) something . then frontier next! return and borrow books(: Walk around . ohyah , wanna do hair extension but dk where have . salons one so ex T.T and wanna pierce ! guess im piercing tmrw or the day ltr with jluvz09 ^^

Working this friday @ watch shop (: Gonna open shop in the morning , but working halfday ! hehe . means wont be earning much ): plus harder to reach target sales = no commission ): awwww sigh !! hahahe . anyone , come and buy from me !! if youre my friend , i can give discount . hahas . hope this friday goes well .

Yayness , enbei coming over tmrw . hehe playing out games . hopefully nothing goes wrong !!

Annyeong ^^

Just because i'm happy, doesnt means everything's okay.

2010-11-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

Should i sleep or should i not ? heh . trying to make a decision . if i dont sleep , will be sleeping like a log for the whole morning and afternoon probably . means i will missing lots of stuff . If i sleep , will be waking up at noon and will have nothing to do afterwards . because im so sick of computer . hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !!

My mood suddenly went down .. -'- just because you said that , my mood immediately went down . but why ... tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .

currently texting with hunney<3 and chatting with benja-mine hes mine , chey no lahhh . :x

Okay shall off now . and proceed to reading my comics i borrowed today . enbei recommend me them , its MOTHERTONGUE . im so gonna take a long time to read the whole book . sometimes i wonder , why cant it be fathertongue ? lololol . i know im sucha a noob to ask this kind of question .

I don't know who I'm more disappointed at; you for lying or me for believing you.

2010-11-01T19:13:00.001+08:00

Met up with enbei 奶奶(nad calls her nehneh) & nadhirah today . ^^

hi . hmm i slept at 3+ am , because i played sister's iphone games til i forget the time . woke up at 11, because meeting besties ! Supposed to meet my 奶奶 at 1215 SHARP , but mummy kept talking to me so i was late 奶奶 was so furious with me ): Im sorry , promise no next time ! *evil laugh* Took bus 198 , nad board the bus . alighted at jurongregionallibrary! headed to teens level , found comics and novels . sad down chitchat and play phone monopoly w 奶奶 shes so addicted to it . while nad found all her books, we decided to go . and yknow what . its fucking embarrasing T.T 奶奶 wanted to take out a book from the bookshelf , when she was taking . everything came down like the sky is falling down liddat ._. i jitao faster turn away , then everyone look at us . walau seriously fucking paisey lo . then we put all back nicely , suddenly i touch dao everything drop down again !! tskkk lah .

Headed to je interchange to take shuttle bus to IMM . immediately went to longjohnsilvers for lunch because 奶奶 was starving !! lol . I taught them the " burping " lesson ! I realised i got the burping disease as what enbei said .. haha ! next we wanted to go daiso , ite we did the dontk what thing . haha , it brings us back to when we're young de feeling . heh . then took the shuttle bus back to je , trained back to jp . and bused home w 奶奶 . reached home @ ard 7 .

I want do hair extension ! and piercing ((: hehe .

mwhahahahha im staying up late tonight to read books ^^ because i've 7books waiting for me to read !! Most probably sleeping in the morning (: hehe if i can .

Pictures(:

奶奶 showing me the biantai book

Okay . SAYONARA^^

Its an honour to know you .

2010-10-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Tired after a whole day work T.T Morning met boss at 1030 . Open shop , then he teach me how to operate watches :P LOL ! chey . then did sales . well , can really say its tiring cause keep talktalktalk . Worked 11 hours , earn quite alot for me to spend :x plus i reached my target! got commision $$$ hehe . Haaaaaiz , should i continue working ? after one day of work , i realised i aint that good enough . Plus im scared of the ladyboss :/ tskkk sucha timid i am -.- Maybe i should try !! to kill time :D But overall today i did have lots of fun (: awwww , and i didnt get to celebrate halloween this year )): i want to go night safari !!!!! )':

" I didnt knew how to forget, thats why this is not true love . so i shan't hold on to this too long (: "

Gosh , now then i realised .... realised that I WAS SUCHA BIG FOOL . why did i even fell in love with you in the first place ? with sucha a flirter ( no offence , plus i didnt say im not ) . sucha a bastard like YOU . haha , call me a bitch or whatsoever you like . i would appreciate it though! (: lol . In the very beginning you didnt trust me , why in the hell i trusted you so much like a fool . You aint a good person . Lover , you agree with me right ? (: hehe .

A fresh new start .

2010-10-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Heeeeyz =] New blog , everything brand new . because i wanna start afresh everything (: LOL.

Today , mummy pangseh-ed me at home and went to malaysia ): then sister went out whole day too . so me myself had to find things to keep me occupied . basically , i slept til noon . Got up , used lappy awhile . Prepared and off to meet ryeongkuu for lunch and slacked around .. Ryeongkuu came over to my house to play , then we went jurongpoint for dinner . ate ajisen ramen ! haha nice nice ! ^^ Headed to frontier next , found lots of books . but can only borrow two . so i borrowed one instead , the best of the best . LOL lame .

Tomorrow im trying a job at jp (: hope it runs well and i could cope . because i wanna earn money to lighten daddy burden .. by paying my phone bills myself (: Wish me luck please ~ Gambatehh to myself ! ^^ hehe .

oh yah , daddy bringing back blackberry phone for me and getting new number for extra probably (: yay! seriously , i hate my current number because .... lol .

Annyeong ^^