★Annyeong,

VeronicaSanchellez ; Luvvnine
I'm the girl who's laughing too loud because I don't want to cry right now , I'm the girl who's talking to much because if I stop, I'll think about you ,
Im the girl constantly changing because I can't stand to be the way I was when you were there


I♥Suju; Sungmin Ryeowook Eunhyuk Kyuhyun Yesung Leetuek Hangeng Siwon Donghae Kangin Shindong Kibum Heechul Henry Zhoumi
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go now(:
C's , 6thJuly2010'1110am ♥♥

"I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream, & pretend it's not hurting me ;
Smiling is the best weapon against sadness, because it is easier to endure the pain . "

Friday, December 31, 2010




Sungmin or ryeowook shuai-er ?!  
Me: SUNGMIN LA OF COURSE .
Jamie: HEY IS MY RYEOWOOK HOR. 

Sometimes i rly find ryeowook so attracting :$  i luv his singing alot though his pitch is high . sungmin's kinda high too but not higher than ryeowook :p  but they say both their voice type is the same , tenor .
The tenor is a type of male singing voice and is the highest male voice within the modal register. " 
hehe i guess they're too cute alr . ugly but adorable ~ cheyyy . 

Ohyah its 31st dec today , which is the last day of 2010 alr . HAHA people will be going t places t countdown . normally i would go boonlayplace w auntie . but this year i will be staying at home t countdown :>  to be attatched w my teevee . hur jamie ?! 

Alrights shall end here . 

Thursday, December 30, 2010


I lied . i lied to myself . >: 

I havent let go yet .  tskkkkkk . i teared for you again )':

Tuesday, December 28, 2010


Hmmmmm what to post . actually got alot thing , but just dont feel like . imma lazypig seriously . HEHE . 

Jamie i lubbbb you beary beary beary muchyy ^^ <3  But , its sad .. becuz i luvv sungmin moreeee !!! hehe .

( to someone: you are sucha a ******* seriously . i rly dislike you for saying something ite = NOTHING . )

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Ohmyyyyyyyy kyuhyun & eunhyuk . *faint* 

lazy t post . basically its work day today . 

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas to everyone ^^ !!


Yesterday was christmas eve , went to mama hse t eat ^^ hehe . Ard 11+ , godma came & fetch us . Then drive all the way down ~  Eunos station t fetch cousin ryan ! he went t meet his gf HAHA lol . then parkway parade to collect hammy . Then mama house ! Ate lunch cuz skipped breakfast >:  Got mama's best dishes . & i swear its the best cooking i ever ate in my 14years of life . i rly love eating her food ^^ then rested . was boring max. Then  godma needed charcoal and the sauce for the lamb . So vanessa's boyf drove me keisha ryan vanessa out t buy . Loyangpoint , shop&save first . Cant find the things we want , but bought sweets instead. Shengxiong to find . & bought charcoal . Still we cant find the sauce , so decided to go whitesands .but before that went back t shop&save t buy ryan's chips . So droved t whitesands , fairprice t find . and finally we found our sauce . bought then home ^^ Then was time for dinner . ate lamb & turkey SUPER FUCKING DELICIOUS . then sit ard and talk . Eryi & uncle akhoon came , so we went back w them at ard 10++ .  Reached home & MERRYCHRISTMAS . open presents ! hehe this year got lil presents >:


Today,  woke up ate lunch . And headed to jp w daddy (:   Went talismas and got my bag ^^  daddy paid for me though i kept insisting i want to pay my own )): sian . Then courts for payment . afterwards went singaporepost to pay bills, popular t get my stationaries & microphone ^^  Bused t gekpoh next . To get my schl shoes . Im so sad i cant get my kappa one cuz no size alr ):  Home sweet home ~

Going christmas mass ltr on . I mean SOON . 6pm mass (:    sanyi coming tonight i think ~ hope got present ah :P


Thursday, December 23, 2010

Annyeonghaseyo^^

 Me Jamie Vivian
Its the first time we 3 took tgt . 

The very first photo w her !
(Vivian photography skills (Y) :P )

imma tired girl today . but i had fun !  Woke up at 630am , prepared then pm to meet laogong ^^  walked t schl , then the security guard so kp -.- i wear slipper you huanlo . i is go sell books also not study . haiyooo. Then started carrying the books out t the canteen . okay , then aunty separated me & bei ):  i went t the needlework room to sell NA and NT books . while canteen is Express only . liddat also can lor . And if we sell one dictionary which cost $38 , we could get a commission of $4 . hehe . and i sold 3 , less lor ):  but my laogong didnt sold one . haiz . then one of the customer v good ^^ (Y) . gave me tipps ! haha . Then ended work at 1pm . and off we go! Bei walk home herself while GENTLEMEN zhenwei send me to jp . HAHA good him ^^ then talked quite alot though we're just COLLEAGUE .did i spell correctly? hehe lol . then we parted ~

went t meet jluvz09 next! we went t makan lunch at kopitiam . then walk ard , buy our stuffs. check our things. and finish out LIST OF THINGS TO DO . Just then , we saw vivian . we shouted her name frm the 2nd floor , and we talk thr . machiam the place is ours. haha. so came up , then talktalk . then decided t go home . train t jookoon , and back t pioneer. then jluvz09's hse , pei her go up down up down . haha . Then we treated vivian as our guinea pig . :P jamie bought a drink for her , while i treat her guotiangan . hehe . she ah want jian fei jian fei ~ tsk ahh ! ate finish , full like a pig . home , then jluvz09 called me say her keys w me . OMG my dabian want come out alr she ask me go down )):  saddieme .

okay , im rly getting bored of blogger. i wanna tumblr but im lazy too . twitter? lazy three . so what shall i do? write a diary of my own ? hehe no way . WAY TOO LAZY .

hao le byebye .

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Went queensway shopping centre today w laogong ^^  met her at pioneer station @ ard 1230pm . then train t commonwealth . alighted , then supposed t take bus thr . i dont know which bus stop as there is two ways . LOL . weiquan didnt tell me . so laogong chosed a way that she think shld be . so we went , and its the wrong side one ): haha. CLEVER LAOGONG ! :P cheyy ~  so went the other side , took bus 198 t queensway ! Went t find my fbt first , hehe went alot shops then found one i like . next , went t find make jersey de shop . found one , and its super ex . $25 (promotion) each including the number & words . OMFG . its super ex ok , so decided not t do . so went lunching at mac , cuz my stomach beli hungry ):  after lunch , then i decided t go up t 3rd floor . and found one cheaper one ^^ its half of the price ok! $10 only . so BOUGHT IT . i mean ordered it . going t collect next week (:  then i found anthr fbt i like alot ):  but idw waste that money t buy one more . cuz i dont need so much . but i rly want it badly! hehe. So its time t go back t jp . went t bus stop , and we took 198 . wanting to take all the way back to jp interchange . ite it went t bukit merah interchange -.- and it was my idea taking that side :P hahahaha .so took back , all the way back to jp . which was ard 1hr ride ok! HAHA . Reached jp , went t get our necklace i mean keychain at cool little things . Kappa to see my shoe , but sadly no more my size ! ):  hmmm , ntuc t get my darling's carrots , drinks & my sushi . HOME .

Monday, December 20, 2010

Annyeong^^  here to post cuz my daily stalker wanna read . HAHA . basically ,  yesterday worked the whole day 10hours which i dont know why when its supposed t be 8hrs only . well nevermind $$$ :P  and i reached my target ! and hit $500 above ^^  so i got 2% of commission . yayness! so got my pay for the week again . 

Today , woke up at 945 . prepared then train t lakeside , alighted t meet lesby ^^ met her alr , train down to bugis . junction to settle our lunch first . then headed to street to shop ! heheh . we kept going up and down up and down . just to check the prices of the stuffs we want. I bought one wallet for jluvz09 , then lesby bought raglan tee for me & a wallet for herself . We exchanged christmas present (: i did my hair extension , a lil bit only. but i took out alr its uglie. iluma next . i saw my DOREAMON i super love doreamon manz . i bought a keychain which is super duper uber kewt ^^ happyyyme . went comics connection , and i saw SUPERJUNIOR photo frame , and i fucking love it ! but sadly its too ex ):  maybe i shld get it one day if i got $$$ . 

kk end here bbyes .

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Hie ^^  imma tired girl today . ohmy . morning woke up at 630am , prepared then headed for work . as usual meet laogong on the bus ^^  reached cps , then immediately started work cuz pple came t buy books le .pple started t come ~  then the queue effing long seriously . so auntie gave the queue number ^^ and when it went t number 40++ . my mind was saying " siao ar so many ppl buy today for what sia "  . then slowly slowly , then queue went to number 70++ . and then another time starting from 1 . pro lo . but we managed t finish packing and serving the pple . a guy scolded aunty , his son & husband . wtf sia -.- somemore vulgarities . we rly have no more stock and he scolded us for not having the stock blabla ~  alot aunty uncle all so what lo . i serve alr feel like shooting them back . okay fine . ended work at 1pm . ate laogong bring for me de LMK . hehe . then aunty gave us pay and go off ^^  then went to take 157 to jp . ate at macdonald . i was starving though i just ate a LMK . cuz i skipped my dinner ytd and today's breakfast . afterwards went to shop ! home at ard 4 .

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Hohoho back from malaysia ^^   basically , i went there to feed mosquitos . i've 13 mosquito bites on my legs ! T.T  luckily hand dont have hehe . tiredddddd manz didnt got enough sleep thr ):

13th,
Left singapore at around 6pm in the evening . Went thr by car w mummy 三yi kaikai . Reached there at 8.30pm(:  settle down our stuffs , had dinner waipo cook for us then teevee and SLEEP . first night thr , cfm me & kaikai will keep play one cannot sleep . so we slept like ard 1am ++ .








14th,
Wanted t sleep til noon , told mummy & 三yi not to wake me up early in the morning was woken up by the noises outside -.- tangyi came everyone outside keep talktalktalk so i woke up at 10++ . 三舅 & lihang came at ard 11+ 12 . hehe so talked t him . since so long nvr meet le . Bathed , then had lunch ^^  afterwards walk out t provision shop w kaikai & lihang t buy sweets & icecream ^^ hehe . Then watch show in lappy w them , then played for the whole afternoon . 4+, 三舅 brought us kids t bukit shopping centre t shop for some stuffs. & we bought super much tibits back :P 二yi & uncle ahkoon came in the evening ^^  Then makan dinner blabla ~ ard 8++ uncle ahkoon brought us kids out t have a drink . then we played taptap hehehe . i keep win them (Y) drank a lil bit of henieken ^^ hehe . hmmm afterwards went speeding ! home , then watch tv and slept at midnight again . me lihang kaikai share two matress HAHA . kelian de lihang kena beat by me in the middle of  the night :P  & kaikai kicked him . both of us didnt knew too until the next morning . 












15th,
Put alarm at 8am . cuz uncle ahkoon promised us t bring us go eat halfboil egg ^^  so woke up at 8++ cuz me & uncle couldnt woke up :P  so he drove us out t eat .  Then me lihang kaikai help uncle ahkoon wash his car. hehe got ourselves all wet (Y) superb fun! then wash the floor . scrub scrub scrub ~ afternoon , went t bukit cuz waipo want check her eyes . then lihang 三舅 二yi & uncle ahkoon all went back home . so the house quiet down alr . but sleep time got alot space ahhh ! (Y) 




Today , woke up at 10+ .  couldnt sleep late de lor over there . so prepare stuff etc . Car came at 2+ , and headed for singapore ! reached at 5+ ^^  the first one i text was jamie . then replied all the msg . Home , rested then lappy . 





ok done .

Monday, December 13, 2010

Went t collect passport w mummy at lavender (:   afterwards went jp , ate lunch then bought stuffs . met jluvz09 , cuz she wanna pass me thing . then home ! alrights , leaving for msia soon at evening . im so tired T.T  gotta prepare my clothes and keep my laptop once im done doing my stuffs & transferring thing t my phone . ohmy busy :/

laogong sending me doreamon shows so i can watch otw there (; since i cant use my lappy due my battery !! spoilt ):  sadded haha . wont be able to tweet = SIAN . nvm bear for a few days . and i believe i will have fun there (:   i hope i can put down everything in sg when im there . theres the place where i can rly let my mind off .


hmm shall not say much . bye (:

Sunday, December 12, 2010


My beloved sungmin ^^ <3 heheheh . 

attended mass this morning w daddy .  and i just found out my church got such a uncle driving no liscence still dare drive one -.- me and daddy was praying , then he reverse his car knock daddy . ^%$#$&* wtf . his wife apologised to us . but he himself say its not his fault -.- well so unreasonable , haha salute . okay sua . so went gekpoh after mass to look for mummy , ate breakfast then home . Use lappy til now ^^ watched shows all the way ~    LAUGH TIL THE MAX AH when watching shinee hello baby .  anyw im attracted to ryeowook out of a sudden :p and kyuhyun! hehe . 

going malaysia tmrw evening . going t collect passport w mummy in the morning . lucky my memory card is done . if not no songs = sian = bored to death = jamie cry for me = i guilty = im sorry . so will jamie forgive me ? GAGAGAGGAGAGAG !!! i copied her style ! :P i'll make sure she sees this ! bleahhh hehe . 

Ohyeah im bringing my laptop over t msia to spam my shows since i've got nth t thr . (:  but no internet , how sad ah !!  = no blogger + no twitter + no msn + skype = SIAN .

haha bye . 

Saturday, December 11, 2010


webcam-ed with jluvz09 ^^ haha she ahh keep take me . :@  haha!!

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yesterday , went centris t swim with sister . managed t sneak in MWHAHAHHA. pro me ! the water was super duper uber cold , plus no sun . ):  so went in the water for awhile then home . rested for awhile , then went down to fetch tangyi . she came from malaysia with her god daughter & son . haha he god daughter (Y) . Jp to shop with them , then headed for work @ 530pm . worked w ladyboss haha SHE AH SUPER FUNNY LOR . we wrote abt the reject watches . haha super funny rly . one was the wire came out , ladyboss keep say write " wire doin " . then one she asked me why want reject whr wrong . then i realised it was the minute&seconds hand . haha then she ask me write " look at the hand " . LAUGHDIEME manz . ended work @ 930pm . waited for aunty angela since taking mrt ^^ ite , waited for ladyboss & boss too . haha . went breadtalk cuz aunty angela wanna buy bread then her newspaper at seveneleven . and home! 

today i wanted to sleepp to the max . haha but ladyboss called me at 10am asking me t go down t jp pass her key . but the key wasnt w me . then she realised its w her so ask me go back sleep . went back t sleep , lucky i did fell asleep cuz too tired . then slept til noon . woke up , used comp . then went jp w daddy at ard 3 . popular to get my schl books , i tell u the queue SUPER LONG (N) . then percent to get my schl bag ! hehe . contented ^^ then headed home . cuz supposed mama & godma coming over , but nope . 

alrights . sayonara !

Thursday, December 9, 2010

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . 




Went t schl to buy my textbooks today (:  met enbei at 11am under her block , then walk to schl tgt . reached bookshop , lucky no one . so talked t aunty , then she help me pack my book . 3books dont have so getting it from popular . super heavy lor the books i carry home all by myself ):  so decided to cabbed home ^^ send enbei home first then me . Reached home , rested for awhile & meet jluvz09 ! Ate lunch at coffeeshop first then headed to jp (:  lazy to elaborate more , so much things happened . Hmmm two guys asked for our number . both of them are cousins HAHA . they gave us sweet too . headed home at ard 7++ . 

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Before , 




After, 




 Swimming today ^^  met sist at jp after her work , macdonalds for our lunch 1st since xinhui havent woke up yet . then xinhui came t fetch us up t centris ^^  got changed , then swim ! swam 2laps , then pei sist tan awhile . dk why she want so tan lo !! So went back t water , joined xinhui & her cousin (:  we kept splashing water at each other HAHA cuz that TAN GIRL LAH . bu dong she whr bu shuang !! chey ~  then she suggested playing the guessing action game . i rly dk what action to do lor , haha . swamed for 3hours , no actually was IN WATER . but did swam a little lah . so got up , then know what ? realised xinhui's sister , xinwen is sist's  colleague . haha . SUCH A CONCIDENCE lor seriously . then we all shock haha and laughed . hmmm went t bathe , then home .

Monday, December 6, 2010

Went work today at bookshop . morning met laogong as usual . but i let the bus ran away ):  hmm reached thr , almost nine ! so quickly went in , then whoahhh quite alot customers le . aunty's son was there to help out too , and also jingwen . ohhh i didnt serve the customers , let laogong do it . becuz im just there to help out . so packed the books , topup blabla etc . mr johnny came ^^ saw him queuing the shock dao . i shout " mr johnny "  haha then he smile . so chat w him , his son p5 daughter p4 alr . so i served him ^^  me & laogong 'RAPED' the books , as in open presents :p  so we set our target to open every p3 and p4 books !! and we did it :D aunty gave us more pay omg shes rly rly v good (Y) i luv her ! ended @ ard 4pm , went to throw the rubbish w laogong hahaha . simon taught her where , so she taught me . keke . Then bus back , walk t pm . Got our hair cuts ^^ hehe . quite satisfied lahhhh (:  but im rly shock when my hair suddenly so short ):  kinda xintong lehh . Afterwards went home , bathe then jp to meet mummy . shop ard , got christmas presents and my bedsheet . pepperplus , got 3 tees for myself ^^ hmmm home then . pasarmalam got some food , then DOREAMON showercap . heheheheh . walao didnt know she would but hehe .

hmmm swimming tmrw w sist i think . omg idk wed shld i go work or shop w mummy ?  hahaha .

bye .

Sunday, December 5, 2010

imma tired girl today . slept @ 3+ in the morning becuz accomapnied my dearest piggy to chat ^^  ohmygawd i really want to cry when the time drews nearer and nearer . promised him that i will send him a last msg before his flight take off . so woke up at 6am , saw his last msg " im going already ah almost my battery very low already . byebye mah pig talk to you next year ^^ " at 4.57am . i regretted not staying up the whole night t chat w him til he leaves . ohmygawd i really will miss him alot . i promised him that i will takecare of myself when hes there , and also he promised me too ^^ i'll pray for him everyday ^^ hahahah .

continue to sleep til 9++ , woke up prepared then headed for work . jluvz09 came to find me then . Aunty angela treat me bubbletea . then anthr aunty treated me soonkueh & yamkueh . so dont need buy food already . afternoon , jluvz09's mum treated me large fries ! hahaha . fat die me ahhhh . and boss treated me barley drink . HAHHAHA everything today FREE . laogong came at 4pm t get my birthcert then kfc t help me get pay. Then she brought up papers for me to sign . HAHHAA . ended work at 6pm , counted money . then i got $8 more . hahahah walao scare me sia . then boss rmb is battery i forgot to write down !!! he say $5 for the memory . hahaha . Got pay for the week again and imma rich girl . train home , met jluvz09 .  had dinner @ coffeeshop . i treat jluvz09 ^^ pasarmalam bought drinks , walkwalk > swing > home at 7+ .


Ohmygawd imma a busy girl this coming 2weeks !
6th - work at bookshop , 7th - swimming w sister , 8th - p6 class gathering , 9th - buy books , 10th 11th 12th work at watchshop , 13th to 16th malaysia , 17th 18th 19th work at watchshop .
means i will only be free on the 20th . omg christmas is drawing nearer . i havent got my presents ! howhow! clothes also! aiyooo die ah .


alrights enough . so wordy lo .

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I just love the way you are .


Annyeong ^^  

Basically its working day today , but not whole day yah . Morning had breakfast w mummy at coffeeshop , then rushed t work . and unfortunately i had an stomache means im late for work. Open shop , then gosh sales  totally (N) ! Boss came at ard 130pm early today . laogong came at 330pm , then end work . went kfc to return uniform but sadly cant take out pay yet becuz i was too rush this morning so forgotten to bring my birthcert. so going tmrw to collect for me & laogong . tmrw work again !! ohmygawddz . but taking pay for the week again !! hehe . = can buy things ^^ laughh . then send laogong to her bus , then met jluvz09 ! waited for her at station , i sat down thr like a pathetic . haha . She came then went to shop ard ^^ well i think i've decided to get what schl bag alr . going to get someday w mummy i think . or maybe going bugis or what to see see . (:  headed back t pioneer , walk ard at pasar malam , bought earpiece & did my screen protecter ^^ HOME afterwards . awhile ltr , went down t pasar malam again w jluvz09 and her parents . then met mummy . hehe bought coconut , my chickenburger , her rotijohn , ^^  YUMMY (Y) i luv the burger , ate ytd and today . hehe . 


hmmmmmm thats all . sayonara ~


Thursday, December 2, 2010

I cant let go of this memories ..


If i could let go of the hatred ... ; 

Today woke up @ 730am , prepared then went down t meet falysha to pass memory stick t her . Then went station to topup card then walked t busstop . ohmyfuck walked diff way , and wtf so many centipedes near the trafficlight . i jitao shock then act nth happen when ppl look . cannot tahan until the traffic light turn green , so just crossed . EEEW GROSS ! Waited for the tortoise bus for dk how long -.- reached cps , sign in then saw jolene signed in too . hehe . hmmm today wasnt much ppl = slack . But carry books here & thr . stupid art tb cut my hand T.T  so chatted w jolene when theres no pple.~  3pm got our pay then off we go . took 185 alighted at the stop whr enbei always alight then walk t her blk . meet her , pioneermall to eat ^^ macdonalds , though im still having my sorethroat cough & flu . saw sherry & avery (:  surprised when they still rmbr me ahh . So took bus 193 home cuz raining . 

i sacrificed my precious nap time for JAMIECHONGROUROU ! she demands me to online and pei her instead of taking nap . hahaha actually she didnt demand but i understand lah , in her heart is " i dont care you better online and pei me ! " hehehhehe :P  so well tonight i hope i can sleep early but guess not ): bcuz simon say he calling me . SIAN DIE LAH . just cuz this morning when i wake up i didnt text him thats why . tskk!!


lastly , A PICTURE OF JONGHYUN ^^ <3



went jluvz09's hse to pass her my thumbdrive & she put shows + mvs inside for me ^^ hehe . then going t pass her again ltr on then meet kengleong pass him textbooks . (:

kk byes .

Wednesday, December 1, 2010



Today slept @ 3++ midnight ,  woke up @ 230pm . 
Wanted to sleep through the whole day but decided not . basically attached to my laptop the whole day . surfed the net , and rewatched SJM go yu le bai fen bai . omfg , super funny i swear ! I laughed my ass off . 
Ryeowook Henry Donghae Hangeng Siwon Kyuhyun Zhoumi  <3  ^^ 
Henry's my fave . but ryeowook's kewt max ! hes super blur lor . JLUVZ09 , becareful ahh !!  I WILL SNATCH HIM FROM YOU :P  fakeee ~ hehe . Kyuhyun's not bad either ^^ i luv his singing ahhh ! 2episodes, and im mad totally . 

hmmmmph SOMEONE told me she would stay at home whole day to help me download shinee & snsd hellobaby . haha up til now she havent even download yet :x  hehe . i bet she knows who she is !

Going cps bookshop tmrw @ 9pm alone this time . Hmmm , meeting falysha @ 820am first to pass her thing .