Fark you for making me fall for you , and fark off because you such a pain in my eyes . LOL .

i was just kidding .......

library to revise w jluvz09 today (:  

SS3 started like so long already ~  FARK LA . i want to go siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! im seriously very upset about it ):   how bad i wished i have the money , and i would fly thereeeee . My beloved sungmin reached sg just now at 1435 , and is now performing at singapore indoor stadium . time srsly pass so fast ~ 

OKAY ....... daddy bought a Xperia phone for me . which i dont like it !!! i told him to help me check some models for me , CHECK ONLY . and then he texted me saying those are old models so he bought a Xperia .   HOWWWWWWW SIAAAAAAA i dont like to use Xperia manz . i prefer old models easier to type and use . LOL . SIAN LA ):

Catheism class tomorrow , then work after that til night .  

Anthr ss2 performance tmrw lehhhhhhhhhhhh

Yayness ^^ its friday again . (Y)  skipped training today because didnt brought my pe shirt to schl ;ppp  went late with peiyu joanna xiaoyuan . they had to run 10rounds , so accompanied them run 4rounds hehehehe . waited for deardear to come back , OMGGGG i miss him alot !! though i just saw him just now . gekpoh after training with sandra and co.  Mac for my dinner ^^  YUMMY MAX (Y) !   joked alot with them , i luv being with them seriously though im kinda extra . Homed alone then :)

how i wish dear could really be serious with me one day when he ask ...............................

i dont love him anymore . i just couldnt accept the way it is now . because of her . 

i dont have the rights to, because i aint anyone to him. and she likes him too hur . 

i couldnt let go of the hatred . thats why im being so silly holding on for so long . 

i crushed on his bestfriend . but he seems to be so ignorant. why . 

probably because im your ex , or maybe its because he still loves his ex whom is my friend.

i dont care the reason why i just wanna be with him ...............

i admired another of his friend too. hes caring though arrogant . but i like it.

he may seems not wanting to talk to me when i wanted to. 

but hes always playing around with me on purpose which i dont know why.

i loved his teammate , whom is my ganstead , dear . 

but its impossible for me and him . 

why does everyone i like , love , admire are all related to him . i dont like it ):