슈퍼주니어 's ♥ ♥ ♥: Let me treat this as a dream okay ?

★Annyeong,

VeronicaSanchellez ; Luvvnine
I'm the girl who's laughing too loud because I don't want to cry right now , I'm the girl who's talking to much because if I stop, I'll think about you ,
Im the girl constantly changing because I can't stand to be the way I was when you were there

I♥Suju; Sungmin Ryeowook Eunhyuk Kyuhyun Yesung Leetuek Hangeng Siwon Donghae Kangin Shindong Kibum Heechul Henry Zhoumi
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go now(:
C's , 6thJuly2010'1110am ♥♥

"I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream, & pretend it's not hurting me ;
Smiling is the best weapon against sadness, because it is easier to endure the pain . "

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Let me treat this as a dream okay ?

I luv my friends <3 hehe .

they never fail to make me smile whenever im feeling down . they will always be the one being by my side leading me the correct way to go . I've decided to not go into a r/s for now , until i've fully erased all my past relationships. i just realised & told benjamin'hubby that i havent even forget my previous ex whom i used to crush on since primary1. Its been so long already , yet i still havent forget, unbelievable yeah? i dont wanna hurt any other innocent people ): im not fit to be with anyone now , cuz im just a ______ ( fill in yourself ) . I dont wanna make this mistake over again and again . im already trying to make it up , but yet ): i regretted much .

Today woke up @ 11am , prepared & head to lover's house ^^ Went to buy tibits @ giant ^^ then went macdonalds makan. hahaha i almost cannot finish my lunch becuz of LOVER !! haha . then back to lover's house watch horrow movie !! hahahah , tell you super scary lor ! I still watch so close somemore . Cuz i bravebrave (Y) hehe !! Overall quite nice lah the movie . then her sister came in, chatchat & i know lover's little secrets :P haha lol. around 4, went jp to get lover's tongue studs . toilet to put then train to pioneer (: pei her go wait for her family then meet jluvz09 for lunch ! home afterwards .

kk bbye.

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