i dont love him anymore . i just couldnt accept the way it is now . because of her . 

i dont have the rights to, because i aint anyone to him. and she likes him too hur . 

i couldnt let go of the hatred . thats why im being so silly holding on for so long . 

i crushed on his bestfriend . but he seems to be so ignorant. why . 

probably because im your ex , or maybe its because he still loves his ex whom is my friend.

i dont care the reason why i just wanna be with him ...............

i admired another of his friend too. hes caring though arrogant . but i like it.

he may seems not wanting to talk to me when i wanted to. 

but hes always playing around with me on purpose which i dont know why.

i loved his teammate , whom is my ganstead , dear . 

but its impossible for me and him . 

why does everyone i like , love , admire are all related to him . i dont like it ):